I asked her to say, she wouldn't listen...
I decided not to dwell too much on my troubles. Now, i realised that i had so many things to do in the holidays...
1. TONS of homework
2. Learn guitar song "Without You"
3. Learn Sword routine
4. Liable Officer for AYG
Give me a break. I dun wan my life to be ruined. I want freedom. I want the things that i want. I want my life back...
I close my eyes, and the flashback starts...
Life as a primary school student is so good. Even life as a Sec 1 and 2 is not bad at all, as compared to now. I noe that going to JC and NS and Uni is worse, but i can't take it already. I can't catch up with the modern life's pace.
Ok enough abt sinning stuff. The song "Without You" is nice. My teacher teached me until the intro nia. The chorus is lyk so difficult, all i could see is hundreds of bean sprouts there -.-
Then the Sword routine. On Friday, my coach wanted me to learn finish the Sword routine on that day, which is impossible. Everytime i learned more, I forgot the 1st few parts, then tio scolding -.- I simply can't concentrate. So, I hope i can do no. 2 and 3 without anybody's help, and let others see me in a different perspective. I want to be myself again. Hope school reopens soon...
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