the end?
im changing my blog.
Find my blog address in this paragraph:
'I'n changong my blog addqess. You cin try to unkode it. Iosers. Losirs. Xee if you kan figure it qut. Ny insqiration as from A Series Of Unfortunate Events. That's alk i con fell you. Lnteresting? I like sherlick holmes right omot? LOL. Thix is lame.'
LOL. Only smart people know. Bye. ^^
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LOL
Instead of revising for tests, i chose to act like some computer geek and created a photo using photoshop.
It's rather successful, i think. My blog photo :)
Wow. This is a good way of venting my anger. Not really venting, but like doing it to make myself happy.
But my photoshop is a 30 day trial :(
I dunno how do all those cropping and crap, so still got the background of the photos.
'Liverpool - Gerrard - Torres' collage :)
I dunno why i feel scared when im doing this. Is either i expect too much of myself, or i scared that later the blogskinner say copyright or sth.
Bye.
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Oops
I always forgot what i want to blog...
Sezairi got 61% votes while Sylvia got 39% votes?! You gotta be joking seriously!
Now Sezairi is like a forgotten man. Hehe.
Actually, Singapore Idol is a forgotten contest.
Ytd, church. pastor Tan about visions. I need visions.......
Dunno why ytd i cant concentrate in church. Like im thinking about other stuff.
Yiren bought some headphone in Eastphone which sucked. Partly my fault. Gonna change it.
Happy Birthday Rashid! If i cant blog tml...
Sorry for not having an outing today. Cuz like dunno what activities to do.
Bye.
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We used to breathe without a doubt...
Sec 4 life is really stupid, ruining people's happy childhood.
Tml O'lvl Chinese results, not expecting too much.
I dun wan to get ulcer before going to the dentist!
Just found out the meaning of the 'Creation of Adam' picture by Michelangelo. Got alot of meanings. Very nice.
Birmingham 1 Man Utd 1!!! WOO
Arsenal 2 Everton 2 -.-
Dunno why, i still got a feeling that Liverpool can still win the Premier League.
Didnt noe a blog kept private led to so many people reading it.
Boring, as usual. SS test coming up. Read textbook enough la.
That's all. Boring right.
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Saturday, January 9, 2010
Weird...
Im supposed to be scared for my O'lvl results on Mon. Instead, im worrying about other things. Like test on tues, then i got dentist at 4, scared i cannot make it after the results, and also the china trip presentation.
Who cares about results? XD Positive thinking? Or neglect?
I hate my body. I cant take long strides. I cant be fast. Stamina is not a factor alr. :(
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A: 你尽管叫吧，叫破喉咙也没有人会救你的!
B: 破喉咙！破喉咙！
Stone for 5 secs... -_-
A: 他是不会来的！哈哈哈。。。
B: 啊。。。
Get the joke? From 海派甜心 one. LOL!
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ICE AGE
So many matches postponed due to snow. Liverpool v Tottenham postponed too...
Got back scholarship money. Im sitting at the same row with Mr Raymond Lim, the Minister bla bla. So hot! Even with the fans. And all the grassroots people all old old one. And somemore the emcee is some old women. Say out the names like going to fall asleep like that. So sian.
But then, i got $650!
$_$ Ka-ching! ^^
Church later. Told you school days nothing to blog one. Bye.
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Friday, January 8, 2010
the end of the start
the start of the end? This refers to the world. It only can be one of them. Im hoping for the post title one. Judgement day will prove everything.
At guitar today, learned slur waltz and waltz. LOL like 5-6 lines per song. Quite easy. and nice.
But i wan still wan teacher to let us learn modern songs LOL.
Too bad guitar exam coming. Next week learning exam song alr. Its so hard alr, i cant catch up!
But maybe guitar is something im looking forward every week, cuz its the end of school week!
<3 chewbacca. So cute. But its rather lame. Some extra character. RAWR.
Baby rara. Lady gaga.
Hi My Sweetheart! WTH. It really seem like eternity to wait for one week of school. Pink panther! Dalung, dalung, yeayea -.-
Seconds seem like hours in school; hours seem like seconds in the holidays.
Seconds, hours, so many days... Where are the weeks? Im having a bad one =.=
I wan 羅生門 album!
One of my dreams is coming true! Just waiting for the big day...
Oops. DIE. I want someone to stop seeing my blog! But i dun wan to change blog address! Unless i come up with a nicer one than this. AAA
In a blink of an eye, Monday is gonna come. The torture repeats. Must change my attitude on this. :(
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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It's gonna be over!!!
Im talking about the week -.- Not the exams. Definitely not the year. So its not really worth celebrating for -.- But still, T.G.I.F.
Bio test. Hard. CCA. Go tehre half an hour finish alr. Yay.
Guitar alr! Shit im late. bye.
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
IT TOOK FOREVER.
I seem to be waiting for Hi My Sweetheart latest episode. School can be forever!!! Next episode super nice leh. WTH! Im like waiting for a 'year' for the episode alr... This shows how long one week of school can be.
I've been in school for more than 12 hours before... This sux.
I have an average of 10 hours of school this week.
CCA display today. The sec 1s have gold in their mouth. Cant seem to give a simple reply such as yes or no. Irritating.
Sort of did my job for today. Still think i dun deserve it. He's much better. Im being selfish. But what can i do?!
A piece of crap in my braces broke off while eating a nougat. 2nd time alr. The dentist hates that.
Pls, no ulcer before dentist appointment! Think one is forming.
I dun wan torture. I dun wan school. Im still not working hard for my Bio test.
So many tests coming up, and i dun have the heart to study. Let alone CCA. All the E A Maths, SS, Chem, Bio... aiya wait until i fail then i wake up la.
It's always tough at first. But is it this tough?
Im not asking too much. I just want to have a simple life.
SIAN. Thought of school the next day makes me hate waking up in the morning. I can even wake up in the holidays at 7.
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010
After Monday and Tuesday (M and T) its actually W T F after that! Wednesday Thursday Friday!
No wonder today sux -.-
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i want to start reading the bible!
it can surely make me a better person, and also teach me how to tackle millions of problems one at a time.
i love Jesus. !!!
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Spare me
Now it's not about not enough time doing homework, not enough motivation to do homework. It's not about homework.
If something is not going to change, im on the verge of breaking down.
I've long been waiting for miracles, and i've waited long enough.
Persipiration have long evaporated, tears have long dried, blood has long shed.
I need miracles to give me self-belief, give me confidence, give me strength, give me courage. I dun want to go through what i've gone through ever again.
If this week's bad enough, what about the other weeks to come?
Satan, in the mighty name of Jesus, i command you to shingz off from my life. You hecking idiot.
I dun deserve to be the captain of wushu anymore. What's the point of me being captain of a CCA that i dislike? I should have long given the post to him. It's not even for me. Since the role is given to me, i shall do my best. But i didnt. The unenthu ness in me is too much.
Im not a vocal person. I dun lead my juniors by example. Im not enthu about wushu. I suck at being initiative.
I dun even want to be captain anymore. I just dun want people to look down on me or wadever if i really give up.
Im giving myself chances. There are plenty of chances left. Starting with tomorrow.
I dun wan to give up just like that.
What an interesting life God has given me.
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
WORST WEEK EVER.
The most tiring, busy, crazy, chaotic, disappointing, frustrating week ever in school.
Luckily, yesterday was not in this worst week. Or else it would be the worst case scenario.
OK firstly, the good news. Im gonna subscribe Singtel Mio TV!!! On 12 jan, the Singtel person will come to my house to set up the box.
But yesterday, there were some problems about the wire thing, which was totally unnecessary.
About the wiring. Cuz if the box put at the telephone there, then the wire have to join the TV in a U shape. S discuss this discuss that, then my bro say, 'so mafan, then dun subscribe la stupid'. He dun wan, thats his problem. Got soccer matches, u dun watch. Bye bye. Go die.
Today, maybe the worst day in the week. Luckily i've survived it.
Reading Education. boring.
Bio, boring. Hannah wanted to check the TYS, but lied to her that i didnt bring. No integrity. But she did assume that i didnt do. So can la. Big homework number 1. Bio tys.
Then Chinese. BORING. Teacher dint (means didnt. that will be my didnt from now on.) come, so have to read a passage and do a book review. 1hr30min. -.- 45 mins done alr. Ate Oreo. Thanks Yiren.
Recess, boring? no. But still suck. I got sick of the food alr. The long queue make dun wan to buy even more.
A Maths. BORING... Consultation. Didnt ask anything. Was struggling whether to do A Maths TYS or Bio TYS or none. Mrs Wee said need to hand up A Maths TYS. But she wun mark. Only see see. WTH. A super slacking job. Bog homework number 2. AM tys.
Physics. Not boring actually. New chapter on waves. Understood a little. Ok so what? Fine fine BORING. Didnt buy physics workbook oso.
English. BORING. Some stuff about Reading. Kristine Torres here Torres there. And i hate READING. Football Club. -.- I like reading. I dun like Reading with R as capital letter only if the reading which i like and not the one that i dun like begins at the start at the sentence so the r will be capital letter but that is the reading that i like not the Reading Football Club, that Reading which is the football club that Reading is the capital R is used regardless at the start of the sentence or not, so is different from the reading books that reading which is not a name so the R does not always must be capital letter and only if the word reading is at the start of the sentence :)
Dun get it right. Only smart people+me get it. Im not smart.
Then must bring files and exercise book next lesson. BORING. Wa im tired from writing those confusing stuff.
Go 201 eat lunch. Lose to Jasper in a BBT challenge :( Im a slow drinker.
Then, THEN THEN THEN THEN. U know the scary song that always appear in shows.
Its the NUS training. 'THE NUS TRAINING.' My title for my horror show.
NO la actually not that bad or wad but its quite fun and engaging. But the training wiped me out. I pulled my hamstring. AGAIN. sian man. I am bursting with energy and my colour should put me in a changing trend. Something like that la. From the Silkygirl advert. All my energy burst out liao la. DIE LA.
Dun like some people that went with me to NUS. Apart Wini, she is another issue. -.- Oops. LOL.
My junior belittle people who have a lower standard in wushu than him. And i think he is going to be the next captain. Dam worrying man. And honestly, sorry for my judgement, he is not matured.
Hope he will change this year.
Went home, about 8.30pm. WTH. Nvm i got later be4. 11pm. Last year.
But its bad considered my 2 Big homeworks and also Bo test on Fri.
Wanted to relax and watch TV. CANT. IM SO TIRED AND I CANT WATCH TV AND I PLANNING TO WATCH FINISH TV THEN DO TYS. CANT WATCH TV. WHY.
First Class, Home Decor Survivor, Simpsons. WHY.
Gave up on TYS today. I guess i will have alot of giving up to do for the next few days. It will be totally gone case if E Maths TYS need hand up.
Worst week - What's left?
Wed - CCA training. NUS training so tiring and next day my muscle aching @#$%#$%$@
Thurs - CCA display. School end at 4 and i finish at 6.30pm. sec1s @#%%$#
Fri - Bio test and CCA training. @#%$$%#$@
Luckily God is my councillor, or else i have to go to Mrs Sundrum.
~I'll Try Not To Walk Alone. You guys too.~
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Monday, January 4, 2010
1st day...
of school. Boring, as usual. Already started on a new A Maths chapter.
Thanks Kristine for lending me the Gerrard and Torres book! Although the Gerrard one now belongs to Huiyen.
I didnt pay for it! So bad.
Thanks alot.
I started school with the worst possible start -- i was late for 10mins. Mrs Sundrum and the new DM Mr Ong was like looking at the latecomers and speaking a few stuff. I must not be late already!
While in contrast, school ended early today. It should have been earlier cuz there was no assembly. We played some stupid stuff which requires the squinting of eyes and concentration.
It might be the earliest release for the week, including CCAs.
From tomorrow all the way to Friday, i will have CCA. ARGHH.
Tues - NUS stuff
Wed - CCA training
Thurs - CCA display for sec1 students
Fri - CCA training
These should be my desserts for not attending CCA for the whole of the holidays. But cant help it wad. -.-
Today received some academic achievement award, and Wushu got 2nd. We actually got 1st last year. -.- Aiyo last year badge ar...
But i think this year badge will be much better LOL. Got me ma. LOL jkjk. But becuz got 3 3r1 ppl. Still got me leh -.-
Watched the latest episode of Hi My Sweetheart today. Getting nicer. Which means sadder.
I really hope i will not get too much into it. The consequences very cham one.
Very nice! I hope i can chiong finish. AAA
I must not be late for school again.
I must try to enjoy school lessons.
I must try to live my life to the fullest.
~His armband proved he was a red.~
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
The Gerrard book got the bleed Liverpool red verse meh? Where got? Dun tell me i skipped a page? AAA
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
WHAT?!
I got a very bad bad bad feeling.
1. I got Ms Chen's sms nong nong ago to bring my reflection on mon.
I lost it at the starting of december. I just realised its important. Have to redo. 300 words?!
2. Im presentation in charge for the China trip, that means got powerpoint rite?
Im really lost. I dunno what to do. Teacher oso never say need do anything. If need by next week how?!
3. Got a few people got their scholarship awards today. Some got $400, some got $650. Which one am I?!
I last 2 years got the same letter stating the same thing, and both i got $500. Why so different?!
Why i get on next sat while they get today?!
Chui chui chui Blow blow blow
Rama ra ma ma ah Bad school
Teacher, i tml got holiday so cannot go school.
ARGH!!! AAAAAAAA
anek desserts! ytiexna redrosid! xaleR xaler.
wheP. Phew.
End-of-holidays disorder.
KONICHAWADESTU.
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Preparation...
Tomorrow got new episodes of idol dramas!!! Tomorrow will be the best day! XD ...am i missing out something important tml?...
Liverpool drew with Reading! @#$%#
Hate zonal markings...
And i remember the exact time i slept! So cool rite? 1.53am. WOO
Cuz after seeing Kristine's sms at 1.52am, i fell asleep. -.-
I grew taller!!!
No need to fold my school pants alr!
But my pants so fat. People will think i have fat legs.
Why am i toking about school. Holidays wad -_- Holidays next week rite? RITE?!
i think im 157cm. I use measuring tape -.- Super inaccurate.
Tml sux. I finally admitted it. Bye.
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Saturday, January 2, 2010
Twenty Ten...
The last year at Ngee Ann! XD
The year of the O'levels...
The most depressing year so far in my life.
On the new year countdown slept at 3.30am, woke up at 12pm. WA 1st time...
Love early mornings.... but it depends if i like late nights more.
The channel 8 countdown they sang 敗犬女王... Suddenly like the song. WOW fan ti zi -.-
Basically, the countdown is rather boring. Channel 5 and Channel 8, then Channel U is Rain Fashion Concert.
Countdown already oso nothing special...
Hate new years.
School again.
1st week. CCA-related from Tues to Fri. The torture begins.
Thanksgiving dinner yesterday... Cool.
There are lesser and lesser things to blog now.
When school reopens, my common line will be...
"Today school... Boring as usual."
Bla bla. Holidays ended. Bye.
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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