TEACHERS' DAY...
Today was a tiring yet fun day. In NAS, i had so little courage to say Happy Teachers' Day to some of my teachers. I felt guilty of not giving anything to my teachers except for Mrs Wee (puzzle-.-), which is not even considered a present from me.
Next, i went to RSS. Again, no courage. See my friends, i only said hi, and then hang out with Ngee Ann ex-RSS ppl. Then only said hi to Mdm Lu, my p6 form teacher. Then left for Eatz'19, Ms tia's restaurant.
Met with Yiren, Genghao, Rashid, Liting, Jasper, Junjie, Kristine, Cherie, Junhao, Keith, Eric and Jeremy. Quite a long trip by MRT, but quite meaningful. Ate some meal. Saw Ms tia. Took a picture with my friends and Ms Tia, and i said Happy Teachers' Day to her :D
Went to Pasir Ris (another long ride) with my friends to play bowling. Play until dam pathetic, 45 points. 2nd last (phew) But didnt play very well. Ate at White Sands with Genghao and Liting then went home.
Watched Avatar and You're My Destiny. Although the You're My Destiny i watched ahead alr, but still very nice to watch, cuz this show is dam romantic and touching to the max can? Love this show. But watch this show cry dam paiseh :X
Ok i not much time to watch show liao. So long,
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
PASSION
Cant watch soccer at home. So despo until i have to go to all kinds of weird websites to watch matches. So despo until have to ask for highlights from Kristine. U cant stop me from loving something. It's my passion. I watch soccer, read soccer, talk about soccer, and even play soccer. It stays with me throughout my life.
I love soccer so much, so much until i may lose the passion for it. Becuz u think i can watch soccer everytime regardless of early mornings in weekdays or late nights in weekends? NO. Not even just LIVERPOOL matches? NO. Why? Im addicted to soccer, and my parents dun let me subscribe the soccer channels. Last time when there is no exams, i will go kopitiam which is aout 1km away from my house to watch. And u think i can go everytime, regardless of exams onot? NO.
The previous two weeks, I can watch soccer from Starhub preview channel. FINALLY, THE COMFORT OF HOME. But can i watch every match? NO. Only watched some. Didnt watch Arsenal thrash Everton 6-1. I DIDNT EVEN MIND WATCHING LIVERPOOL LOSING, CUZ EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF THE MATCH IS SO PRECIOUS. My heart hurts watching them lose, but it is the 1st time im watching a Liverpool match at home.
Besides watching, PLAYING. One of the best way to know about soccer. Sec 1 and Sec 2, i play soccer regularly becuz of my class 2r4 friends. Now, NO. Every of my soccer friends seperated from me, no thanks to me studying well. 3R1, although there are some people who play soccer, they dun play soccer regularly. I only can play soccer thanks to my wushu friends. But do i play on every CCA days? NO.
Now, Liverpool is losing 2-1 to Bolton. I dun mind watching. GO Liverpool. GO Gerrard-Torres. You are the greatest comeback kings ever. May update the score if my mom allows me the use the com till the match ends. During the Nov/Dec holidays, i want to work, so i can earn money to subscribe soccer channels. But do you i 100% can subscribe even though i work? NO. I dun understand why am i depriving of something i love so much. Ok, now Liverpool equalised from Torres. I guess that will be the only happy stuff im writing. So long,
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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~MIRACLE~
On Thursday, i got back my English paper, 22/50. Failed by 3 marks. In 3 attempts on Thursday, and 2 on Friday, 3 were successful to get 3 marks! I passed!!! WOOT.
Thank you God for giving me such a miracle. I will study hard and do better! Thanks, for giving me a never-say-attitude, for give me courage to ask teacher every minor things that i can ask for. THANKS!:D
So, i passed my english. But, i dunno whether i passed my Chinese. What's done is done, so i just have to anticipate for God to give me another miracle!
There's another miracle im anticipating for - my body. Alot of weird things are happening to me:
*1. Slow growth
2. Split tongue
3. Baby face
4. Chest (or tummy) bulged out
I really want to grow and so, take away these weird things from me. If my tummy is pushed and i grow a few inches taller, i dun mind (DUH). And normally in puberty, some pimples will grow in the face and it will take a long time for them to disappear. Whereas for me, i took me just 3 or 4 days. Although having no pimples is good, but this shows that im weird. My puberty is too slow as compared to other people.
GOD BLESS ME!
~That's all folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
DOTS...
Since YOU already knew my blog, these are my exam results:
English: 24/50 (may get another mark from cher, may pass overall)
Chinese: 43.5/90 (may pass overall)
Chemistry: 35/40
Biology: 24/40
Physics: 28/40 (considered not bad hor)
E Geog: 19/25
Social Studies: 6/12 for essay, 26/32 for mcq
A Maths: 25/30
E Maths: 25/30
I noe i did very badly for my common tests, but i vowed that i will surely improve during my end of year. Trust me. I really hope you can let me study in peace. SIP. Dun stress me
I didn't complain to my friends. As you have said, I CONFIDE in them. And you dun need to feel embarrassed to see my friends. I didn't say anything bad about you. I only said about how my bro treated you. That's all.
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Me, Yiren, Rashid, GengHao, Amelia and Mavis went to Tampines (Central) today to look for Teachers' Day present. We found a puzzle from a toy shop, and it is about Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs. Quite nice. Because the Snow White is just like the teachers, then the students are like the dwarfs. After a long search, we went to popular to buy some stuff. Then we went to eat. Rashid fasting but he actually stayed with and bear with the thought of food. He tried to occupy his mind by reading his Malay book lor.
Went home, tired. Did not sleep as it was planned, but still felt energetic. Watched Avatar, Paris & Milan + Heroes and also You're My Destiny. All nice shows :) It may be a good and also a bad day for me, but at least i finally made a happy post this week i think. So...
~That's all folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
LOST
I guess i shouldn't remember 25th August 2009 anymore, and so for 26th August 2009. Wad's the point of remembering boliao dates? Maybe i might remember these days if these days really whack me on my head and wake me up.
No talk about exams.
Im really useless. Useless in everything i do. My character and mindset just sucked. I am always thinking of all the bad outcomes, and all the sins that i will do. It's so irritating.
I've got caught in the middle between my bro and mom again. Sickening.
Ok im not botherig to write anything anymore. No mood. U may think i am random here. But everyone out there, just noe that u are special in everyone's eyes. I just want to say that, dun think u are always alone. Cuz
YOU'LL NEVER EVER WALK ALONE.
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Life is torturous...
My mom has been telling me about my bro again. I dun wan to be always be in the center of troubles. U wan to voice your feelings, u go tell him straight in the face!
~There are no problems God assigned you that you cannot cope with.~
I really hope i can cope with the problems of friends.
29th Feb 2008, a special but bad day, when a friendship was broken and still totally at a loss till now.
Actually im really stupid, stupid that i lose my friends the minute they drift away.
Hope i can cope with problems in my family.
Dun wan to be caught in the middle anymore. No more wet pillows anymore. Stay strong.
Hope i can cope with my fate.
Have to think what will happen if i remain at this height. Accept it and continue with my life.
Hope i can cope with my problems in studies.
Study well and dun leave any subjects behind. Give every subject equal time to study.
Hope i can cope with my problems with LOVE -.-
Forget if u dun wan to confess. If not, have more courage and believe in yourself.
Dun always keep it in your heart. If not, Confess when u will never see her again
Just keep hope in your heart, and You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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HAVE A BAD DAY
25th August 2009, i might remember this day for a loong time...
I was totally devastated today. My misery had already started 5 hours into the day. Liverpool lost to Aston Villa 1-3. Liverpool played fine, but they missed many great opportunities. And Lucas clearly looked like he was scoring for Aston Villa. Normally his headers are so inaccurate. But today, he somehow scored right into the bottom corner, into his own goal -.- I really dun like. Benitez, dun give him any more chances. Can't stand him. And Gerrard was rather rash. He wanted to win for the team and in the end, he conceded a penalty.
Next, A Maths. Got 25/30. Although i was quite satisfied despite for my careless mistakes, some people got unhappy with an A2 and became emo for the rest of the day. It is rather idiotic, compared to me just passing for my Higher Chinese. I was dam sad already, and things went worse after something happened. Totally cannot take it and i just cried. Normally i dun cry because of studies, but it is because i feel so useless and lazy. Did not even bother to do my assessment, and i cant imagine what will my O'lvl Chiese will get. I have a very high chance of dropping Higher Chinese. And i got better after school, laughing at a funny video Rashid showed me. Thanks :)
See, at least i dun emo for so long. But i really hate school. Make people depressed. Then people in the older days so carefree when they are young, not like now. I got totally no mood to study already. I think i will be focusing more on my languages.
~That's all folks for my emo posts again. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
Life is just like that...
I think u guys are not appropriate to see this post... Im just voicing my feelings. See it if u want.
Wanted to use the com today, and my mom wanted me to STUDY! Walao i dam pissed off. I really feel like slap her in her face. If she continues to be like that, i fail every subject for her to see. I really dunno wads the point of studying for HER and not for me. I want o study for my future, and not for the sake of it. Stop ruining my life!
Enough of these things... Exams are over, and i practically screwed a lot fo subjects. I think this is my 1st time that i have so little confidence in my exams. Ok besides me to blame, i can 100% blame this person. Who make me sucked at studying. Still say wad must get scholarship all these. U tell that to ur other son la. You are actually scared of him! For goodness sake, scared of your own son and u think i very easily to be bullied issit?
OK ENUF!!! Went to cell yesterday. Quite enjoyed it. And Aaron's house is nice :) Ok i have no mood to put emoticons alr.
I really want to become an adult soon. Then my mom would stop ruining my studying life. Exams are over and still want me to study. IDIOT. Really hope my father is at home all the time. And he will noe how tough my life has been. She has just been acting for the past few months.
Grow up soon!
~That's all folks :( You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
ZzZz...
Exams are trying to show people how stupid they are. Teacher all set tough tough exams so as to make us study hard for end of year. U think we slaves ar?!?! I fail then fail la i dun care. Exam setters are evil :(
Flunked many tests alr, and tml last 3 exams. Just hope i can get some redemption. Exams are so retarded. I think term 3 i have not been studying well as my mom is at home everytime. When shes at home i cant play. And when i cant play, i dun feel guilty and study. So, im lacking of both rite now. AaAaAa
I think thats gg to me for CA2. Really hope i can improve on my percentage at the end of the year. Seems that the probability is very low.
Liverpool 4 Stoke 0. Torres, Johnson, Kuyt and N'gog scored. Played well :)
~That's all folks. You'll Never Walk Alone~
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Monday, August 17, 2009
First Time...
First time i have a mood to study! But when i study alot, i want to relax and slack more, so here i am facing the computer -.-
God back Bio test, and its 26/39 (39? WTF) Made alot of blunders here and there, and hope Ms Farhana can +1 mark to make it /40. That will be a mid B3. Better than nothing.
Really regretted that I studied at the eleventh hour. Too late liao. Especially for English and Chinese, where i need more time to practice. English, i dunno how answer the questions in comprehension. Just now i was trying my assessment book, then i gave up on the 2nd qn -.- Chinese summary, i dunno how to rephrase the words and even summarising it to 80 words-.- More pathetic than my English summary la i think.
Liverpool lost to Tottenham ytd... Played poorly. Actually i got no bad feelings after the game, cuz i got used to it. I got tired of seeing Liverpool losing matches after matches unnecessarily since 2004. Just hope that they can better this season.
But you noe wad?
Christon's [Liverpool And My Exams (LAME)] Law: Result of Liverpool match the week before Christon's exams will be inversely proportional to Christon's exams results. =.= It might sound crazy, but it turned out quite true for many times. I rmb once Liverpool lost to Man Utd no thanks to a O'Shea 90th min goal and i got full marks for My Sec 1 Maths test. LOL. Hope the Christon's LAME Law works now XD
Bye.
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
DOOM
Praise and worship in church today was good. Then after that is mostly about graduation of the School of Theology (SOT SOT LOL!) jk nia. Later the graduates go hamtam me.
I can watch BPL soccer matches for 2 weeks! YES!!! Cuz starhub preview channel can watch. Then can watch Liverpool match later at 11pm LOL. 9pm got Man Utd oso... Omg i so happy. Praise the Lord! However, next week got exams -.- and i aiming to study for Chemistry and Social Studies. Chiong!
About yesterday's soccer games, Everton 1 Arsenal 6. Woah... Too bad i didn't watch-.- ironic rite? I can watch but then i never watch. Both centre backs score sia, surprising. And one of them is debutan Vermaelen lol... Fabregas with 2 goals and 2 assists. Nice. I think i like Fabregas and Arshavin in Arsenal only.
Later Tottenham vs Liverpool, I want see Gerrard and Torres play! But maybe Gerrard cant play, so must pray. Most importantly, i hope i can watch. I scared my mom say so late then cannot watch. Dam depressing one lor.
Watching soccer matches at home is so much comfortable... Dam shiok. Ok have to study liao bb
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
LILLIPUTIAN GROWING TO A GOLIATH
Everyone said that i will shoot very tall in the later part of the year. Yesterday, my doctor said that i sec4 will grow very tall -.- Thats still so long. I hope by the end of the year i can do this:
'WANTS'
GROW TALL!!!:D
That would be wonderful!
Surprisingly, i am almost fully recovered alr. Thanks to only 1 tablet of Tamiflu. The dose was really strong. The next day i woke up i already healed except for my runny nose.
Dun feel like studying for exams. Got sick of it. Listeing to Mrs Raja's chemical equations is like a lullaby song for me. I dun get the preparations of salt part. And really dun get Trigonometry.
I think i miss alot of stuff that happened on Friday. There were:
- E maths (trigo)
- A maths (trigo)
- Chinese (spelling)
2 periods on Trigo -.- Btw just playing with some of the codes that were taught by Geng Hao. Thanks XD It was really cool knowing these kind of stuff. LOL.
I think i have to take better care of my body alr. Sick for 2 months twice. Like my mom said, i am asking for death XD I think say in Chinese more strong.
Bye.
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Friday, August 14, 2009
LOL
Didnt go to school today cuz i was sick. Then in the early morning it was dam torturing la, i was very tired, but i cant sleep. Then my mattress and my pillow dam hot. I was twisting and turning, and couldn't take it. I recieved some smses from my friends and i was very touched. SO, Thanks for all your concern and care guys:) So these people are, Yiren, Genghao, Liting, Huiyen, Winifred, Cherie and Cynthia. And i also thank those who are showing concern to me quietly in their heart LOL.
Then today, i was like so sick alr, then my mom still scold me about not taking care of my body, not drinking enough water. Then at around noon i went to see the doctor with my mom. I actually have to wear a mask to go to doctor lol. I think i 1st time wearing mask la, then dam suaku. When i breathe right, then the hot air go to my specs, then foggy foggy one. Then i have to breathe downwards lol. Dam pathetic.
Ok at the doctor, he said that i have 90% chance of getting H1N1. My mom was like "HUH?" then i was like o shit gg to my exams. Sure fail lor. How study sia.
Then the doctor suggested Tamiflu, but my mom at first say dun wan, cuz got the side effects all these. Then she 'see too much newspaper' alr (LOL), then scared i will hallucinate and will commit suicide. But then the doctor take Tamiflu will guarantee that i will be ok, so i just take lor. But so ex, $60 for 10 tablets. Cheat ppl money. Hope i get well soon. Got to pray hard :)
I really scared of my exams now. So just now after i woke up i do the Periodic Table worksheet in the Chem workbook. I think i dun get this chapter. Cuz of Mrs Raja. Chemical formulas = Lullaby songs. Her voice is like got something stuck inside like that. And she not interactive one lor, like dunno people's names not like Ms Tia and Ms Khoo. Sian.
I think the subject i might fail is Biology. Cuz got test on Nutrition in Plants. I dam weak at that chapter. Die.
I think i want to ask my parents to subscribe Starhub at the end of the year. I deprived of watching soccer for how many years alr, and i got so despo that i have to go kopitiam watch. Dam pathetic.
I hope i can use the com again at night. Better post this 1st be4 i hallucinate and jump down the building LOL. Bye.
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
Idiotic EXAMS
Now school is ok... but exams really sucks. I really want to flunk everything for fun. But now jobs are so competitive. Need certs, need diploma, need master degree -.-
Throughout the whole bio test, i was sniffing and lifting my head up per question. Runny nose. Then i couldnt concentrate on the test. Maybe gonna fail. I dun care. Is there anything fun about studying? Why people get so tensed up during tests? Grr maybe i too busybody.
I agree now. Being short is indeed better than being fat. But do i get a choice to be tall? No. SO WHAT if u do sit-ups everyday and run every week? I dun grow taller by doing that. HOWEVER, if u think about the consequences when you're young and dun eat so much(no offence seriously), then u can stop yourself from being fat. And u can TRY to slim down. I jumped like crazy last time ok, and i still dun get a choice. I really hope that im not cursed or something. Is abit ridiculous, but i can do nothing but wait for my puberty to continue growing.
Nowadays i get pissed by people easily. Everyday sure kena pissed one. Yesterday is by some of my very BOLIAO wushu juniors, who took my stuff. I have the Bio test the next day ok, and they played some lame prank which made me anxious for a moment.
Then recently, many people got angry and moody about their test marks. Even worse, they think that people who are SLIGHLY better than them is not angry or upset at all. But not for me la, i feel satisfactory as i just passed. To me, there is no need to feel upset or angry. UNLESS, they are scared their parents would scold them. But only a smal proportion is like that. Anyway its just a small test right. Just improve during the final year exams and everything will be fine.
I serious dun wan to offend people in my blog. If i do so, then sorry. Im just voicing my feelings out. And i dun wan to say names. SO dun think that is YOU.
Emo and moody post again. But no choice right? Exams are coming next week. And 3 exams in 1 day. Crazy. I think my mood will be better after final year exams. Bye.
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Insane...
Look at my previous 2 posts! The previous 2 posts are my stuff on Monday and Tuesday (although very little)
So go back 2 posts ago and then come back here ok?
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Welcome back!-._.-''
Ok.. today, 1st period e maths on trigonometry. Very cheem, only can understand some parts. Then, Mother Tongue - Recess Mother Tongue. Boring right? But during MT, i wrote some story reflections and i wrote all my feelings out. About parents dun understand their children. Gave a piss of my mind.
After that is geog. Got back my geog test results. Actually is 20, then +2 to become 22/25. LOL still satisfactory. Then, Social Studies. Did some SBQs. Lastly(2nd last maybe), Bio. Went through some answers. Tml Bio test! Got to do well.
After school, Winifred, Hui yi, Cherie and me went to eat lunch 1st. When i came back, my shoebag and some books are gone! LOL. At first i tot Edenuis took it, but actually it was some of my naughty wushu juniors who brought it up to the Indoor Sports Hall. During CCA, i learned sword. After cca, i went to play soccer with NCC. Scored 2 goals then became goalie for the rest of the match after that -.- But i still enjoyed it.
So here i am, taking this opportunity to blog when my mom is not at home. My mom will be coming back in 15mins. Dun care her. She just doesn't understand how her son feels. ZZ
OK i dunno when then i can continue to blog. Maybe in school library? Ok bye.
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Tuesday
School! Sian... Had physics about moments, and about stability and centre of gravity. Then mr Tan explained to us the theory about the tin moving upwards. Then got bio, maths and so on.
Malay after school. Slept for about 5 mins during class -.- cuz suddenly the teacher called me and i woke up. Really sleepy day.
At night, my mom dun let me use com -.- Then i did some maths homework and studied abit of bio. Then watched Taiwanese idol drama You're My Destiny i think? Dam act cute can -.- But quite nice.
Sorry i blogged so little. Cuz i cant rmb the things during the day be4. I writing this on Wednesday.
OK bye.
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Monday
Played soccer with Benedict, Jit Wei, Ben's neighbours and his friends. Quite fun XD Hop got more of this outings.
Slept throughout the whole afternoon! From 2-6pm -.- What a wasteful day. Then tml is school alr... So fast 3days of fun over :(
At night, i watched tv and used the com. Quite boring. zz bye.
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Monday, August 10, 2009
Pathetic Secondary 3
Sec 3 life seriously sux, especially because i am in a triple science class, and i can only organise outings such as movies or go library STUDY. Sad life.
Tml want to play soccer. Long time no play le. Hope someone that i know will follow me to play. i wan TO MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE! Pls o lord. I will thank you at the gates, praise you at the courts, and then bless your mighty name of Jesus Christ. I have so many things to pray for, and you're already more enough for me, how can i ask more form you? :(
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Sad things aside, today is National Day. Happy National Day! LOL i received some messages about pledges and also about today's community shield. Chelsea won Man Utd. Im a ph7 here -.- OK i dun wan show the 3r1 spirit cuz it sucked.
OK got to sleep, so i talk fast. Today, went to Osim to celebrate National Day. Played PSP, pool and table soccer. I finally can enjoy a day! I really feel happy and refreshed today. Too bad its already monday. My bro kena owned by me in pool XD.
Really wan play soccer. Bye!
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Saturday, August 8, 2009
Still hoping for a miracle
According to my brother, i was crying like mad in my sleep 2 nights ago. That explains the runny nose and wet pillow when i woke up :(
Seriously, im still hoping for something to happen. Ytd i like feel myself growing at night. But when i woke up today, i felt myself the same -.-
I really wan grow taller soon. Issit if you are not so conscious about your height then you will grow tall? Hope not. Im too conscious.
Effective day. Went to library with Yiren, Genghao and Shan Xuan. I only did maths and a little of physics homework with Genghao while Yiren and Shan Xuan revised. Did practically every maths homework except for some which needs the textbook.
Ran 4.3km in 25 min. Is that good? I felt that i was tortured throughout the whole run. Have to train my stamina more. If i maintain this 'running every week' pace, i think i can run 4.3km within 20 min within 1 year :) Then i can run 2.4 in less than 10 min :) Yay so happy. But if my leg longer than better lor lol.
Seriously regretted for coming to 3r1. Even thinking that 3r2 is MUCH MUCH better than 3r1 even though 3r2 very noisy and messy. ok bye :(
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Friday, August 7, 2009
Some things are just good not to know...
Today got National Day celebration in school. Quite boring. Especially FIESTA, where the canteen there is so crowded. I look at the crowd and my velocity from decreasing to become negative. U wan me to show u the velocity-time graph?
To me, today's 'up' movie outing (i organise leh) 50%success, 50%failure :( Cuz im supposed to trash out the conflicts between each other, and to understand why some people are ignoring me, but i actually didnt. Only the watching movie part is considered successful. Eating lunch, taking a bus to tamp interchange all so moody. Got tears in my eyes a few times.
I think, seriously, some things are just good not to know. Once you know some secrets, some people will think they will feel left out for not knowing the secret or people will think that i am the one who spread the secret if it leaks out. Blame the 'he' who keep giving me clues about the secret and when i knew it, he actually feels proud of it. ZzZz. You ruined my day you know you idiot.
Ok dun feel like blogging about anything else until the conflict is over. To someone: tell me why pls!!! or just anyone who know what happened. I still dunno what is so secretive about that. Just hope that by tuesday, it will be over. ok emo post agn... bye
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Thursday, August 6, 2009
LOVE STORY IMPOSSIBLE
Suayly, i like one gal that i cannot get along with. Is I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E. Doomed. Have to forget her as soon as i can. Or i will feel miserable for the rest of my life. God HELP! I dun wanna leave you!
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A maths test, screwed up. My mind was like suddenly blank when doing the test. And screwed up about 10-15 marks. So, FAIL lor. Nvm la, whoever who gets stressed over a test cares too much about things.
Really dislike chem teacher. Her voice is so boring, not like Ms Tia and Ms Khoo. Btw, saw MS TIA today!! WOO!! HAd a haircut, but i noe inside her she is still the very open-minded and good teacher. COME BACK WONT YOU!!!
Had lunch with Rashid, Geng Hao and Liting. Then went to some void deck to do Bio homework. Then after that, we went to the fitness corner and tried out some stations. Laughed madly today. But not as hard as last year. I still wan get back my laughter lol. HAD FUN!
Eating oreo cheesecake for dinner. Lazy to buy dinner. Im free to the com today! Must make use of this chance. Finally, i posted a happy post. Except for the 1st paragraph. Aiya its too early too start a relationship but i really like her :(
OK ENUF! I am happy I am happy I am happy-.- Off to do other things liao. BYE!
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Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Mom's Birthday
Two meanings. One is my mom's birthday, and one is the name of a Phineas and Ferb episode.But mainly, is my mom's bdae.
Actually is not today, is tml. But she will be going to Malaysia tml, so celebrate today. OREO CHEESECAKE!!! Nice~
Tml have a math test on linear law. NIA. No la, have to practice some qns later. Wan get good results(duh).
Today have CCA, and dam funny. After CCA, some of us stayed back to play soccer, and played until dam retarded. The whole group will like have a "riot" when deciding whether it is a goal or not. LOL. And one of junior got kicked in his balls. Laid down there for like 3 mins. LOL then after that he was like limping all the way. Then minutes later, the someone rammed the ball to his leg. LOL dam funny but pathetic XD
Studies: stu-DIES
Studying: stu-DYING
Studied: stu-DIED
SAD. School was boring. Dun wish to talk about it. Bye!
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009
50th POST!
Ok, i think there is nothing to celebrate about for my 50th post, but that just shows that i have an active blog :)
50th post in 60 days!! LOL not bad
Happy birthday Aaron:D
Tml got geog test, and im not sure whether i have prepared properly onot. Cuz is like, some chapters i have already studied be4 for mid year, and surprisingly i can still memorise some parts. So i just went through that parts quickly only, then go on to rivers. Hope can get good results. Pray.
From now on, i seriously dun want to talk too much in class. Although i dun talk quite as much as chatterbox(es), but then some things that i talk about make people despise me. Sometimes when i dun even find myself hao-lianing or exalting, ppl say that i am. I dun even realise! ZzZz
Today's school was boring. E math teach us abt boring Trigo. Bio quite fun, Ms Farhana telling the class some stories. Then, the boring Chem. Chem not boring actually, but cuz of the cher. A maths next, where Jun Hao's group showed the class their math game which involved WarCraft. Quite innovative and cool. Physics, Mr Tan not in school at that time, and theres this releif teacher dam gl. Pawan tell the teacher to see Liting's surname (is like joking la), then the teacher like go reprimand him saying that he shouldn't make fun of ppl's names. Then the next thing, the teacher went to write some things in some paper. What else can he write?!?! But seriously, Liting's surname not funny wad-.-
Next English, we have to record our oral practice, and Ede and I did in the classroom. Dunno how well i fared. Quite loust maybe XD. After that, Malay. And Pawan went to MSP. CONGRATS! :D You are the second person after me to join Malay at a later date. Wa but Pawan even better, at sec 3. LOL. But his Malay already very good. Take exam to pwn us nia.
That's all folks. My 50th post (WA!!!-.-) Bye!
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Sunday, August 2, 2009
LOST IN DESPEARTION...
Went to Singapore Indoor Stadium to celebrate CHC's anniversary. The service started at ard 9, but it ended at 3?!?!
Im not really satisfied with today's service. I had more bad experience than good ones :( After service, i was just walking back to Kallang MRT with no mood at all. I really hope CHC service dun be so draggy next time.
Got e geog and a maths test on wed and thurs respectively, and i did not study e geog at all this weekends. Total wasted my weekends. Play, do homework(some only), sleep. /:
I really want study e geog tml and tues. But theres so many things going on. GG
I have not done Chinese homework!! DIE.
I really want starhub cable! I want watch Premier League! It rox! Really hope my parents can subscribe.
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Saturday, August 1, 2009
HARD WORK DOESN'T PAY OFF...
Ok, lately, i had some incidents where whatever that i did, i dun get credit. Not say i want credit la, but i just want ppl to noe that i have at least done something. Recently, the things that i do tgt is only them who got the credit and my name is not only on it. WTF? And so wad if all my tests got high marks? I got full marks and got A1 but in still in my mother's eyes, I'm only a lazy and addicted to gaming person. Now u noe y life sucks. Dun tell me my grades just fall fromn the sky?
Not surprisingly, i have more things to add. About being suay. I dun get what i wanted every single time. It's like, when I want to be tall, i'll be short. When i dun want to have an older brother, i was given an older brother. If i have a kind and caring older brother, then it'll be good. But i have one that is always bullying me since small. Why can't he be like Candace, where everytime her younger brother created havoc but doesn't get "busted", but still cares for her younger brothers? And why can't my mother be like Yiren's, where she thinks that studying is not the priority? I want to like studying you noe, or 'fall in love' with studying. I think if my mom is like his, then i can be at the podium everytime lor. Sec 1 and 2 also not like that. But then why must she be like that when im in sec 3. If during o lvl then i die alr lor. When everytime i did badly for my test, she will always reprimand me and ask me to do more assessments. Whereas for Yiren's mom, she will be encouraging and not scold him at least. WHY?! WHY SO SUAY??!!
I HAD ENOUGH!
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