TIRING MONDAY
I started off the day by forgetting to set my alarm clock at midnight -.-
So next morning, i woke up thru my bro's alarm clock(hp la). 7.45!!!! OMG
So i rush rush rush. By 8.15 i was ready alr, then suddenly tot of collecting IC. But i 4got wheres my IC slip!!! I last saw it was like, even be4 EP -.-
Flip books, magazines, bla bla. 15mins finding, I finally found it. It's not short for 15mins, i tell you. It's 15x60sec = 900sec!!!
900sec rammaging my dining table.
Ok, then i left the house in a hurry, bus 28 came just in time. So 'LUCKY' of me -.-
When i reached SAFRA Tampines, i just realised that i forgot to bring my blazer! -.- I was so SOSOSOSO angry with myself!!! SO GUNDU LIKE %^&%^&#%^&
Alighted from the bus stop, cross traffic light, took bus. Went home, take blazer, then wondering if the hanger is school one. Then i decided not to care, then rushed out of home. Waited 5mins for the bus 18, passed by SAFRA. 25mins gone. tick tock tick tock AAA
Ok so go school, i saw a few Scouts sitting at NAScafe. Benedict was there. I know what he's thinking when he saw my soccer ball. SIAN SIAN.
Before blogging furthermore, SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN!!!
If i was in school earlier, i wouldn't see him, and he wouldn't see me. So he wun misunderstand or sth. SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN.
So, went to Harbourfront MRT for the E290 Sentosa trip. Was late. Like DUH. Anyway, so sorry! So, 1st time saw Natalia, the previous cell grp leader. What about now? I not sure. LOL DAUGHTRY.
Ok.. had a fun time in Sentosa. Got games planned for us, not bad.
Then the soccer game really FAIL. At first is like 2 ppl tie one of their leg together then run. Super hard. I guess the gals got more mo qi with each other. Gals pwn boys :( =.=
But then when it comes to the no more tie leg part, still CMI. Cuz yiren want take photos in the MIDDLE OF THE GAME, and at first he was like helping the wrong team -.-
Then went into the sea. Then go toilet bathe. Super sian. My shoe full of sand, then my feet not dry, then wear socks. Took very long oso.
Then we went to a bridge, when to another 'island' and took some pictures. Then i had to leave 1st cuz got dental -.- :(
At Vivo, i got lost LOL. I dunno wheres the MRT. So, i was late for dentist -.- LATE FOR EVERYTHING.
The dentist saw my soccer ball, then suddenly ask me if i got watch the Arsenal and Chelsea match. Then i said no, then he was like giving me free highlights LOL. So cool, and he was saying while pulling and clipping my braces. Not bad. Trying to divert my attention.
Then he tok about his good ol days, last time he played soccer be4. Then he giving me free History lessons too -.- About Victoria school was beside Jalan Besar stadium last time. Last time, when i was studying Denthology(?), no one in my group play soccer bla bla.
bla bla :(
Then got this St. Margarets girl, called Wan Wen. She quite close to me, cuz she very outgoing. So everytime chat with her. Then today evening, when i wanted to end the conver, she sms me,
'thanks love, you're a really nice guy. text me more never k? then we can go hang out also. I love you ^^'
WTH? WTH? Of course during that time i scared, so i asked her 'erm.. love?'
Then she smsed 'erm.. sorry. Lol. erm... Like?'
LOLLOL. Then i just sms 'oh LOL ok bye.'
Btw, she always ends with bye love. I dunno if she sms this to other ppl onot la...
I will feel dam guilty if she sees this.
Like, as in admire rite? Rite? Rite? Rite? Rite? Rite? Rite? Rite? Rite?
YES! :)
Hope so...
AA should stop thinking. Anyway, i dunno whether i got the chance to talk to her again onot. She is the one who always initiate the conver, so... -.-''' :X -.-?
Love is stupid for teens, and also complicated. AA and i got a problem with that. No real love. It's fake for teens. But what about now for me? My feelings are crap. CRAP.
AAA i dun wan care. I should care more for my homework. Haven even started!!!
Haven cut hair!!! Dun care -.-
Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
THE GREAT ESCAPE
Pls dun tell me this song reminds me of the Dec holidays -.-
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE rox!!! The lyrics dam cool. Love songs with meaningful lyrics XD
Matthew 19:26 and Phillipians 4:13... they are both related.
Throw it away... forget yesterday... we'll make the great escape...
Miracles... still cant forget how you changed me!!! XDXD
I made the scariest dreamS yesterday. S in caps, called i made 3 of them -.- All nightmares.
I was like some policeman/soldier in my dream.
In the 1st one, i was holiding a sniper and a beretta -.- Dreams are random... so... LOL
So, the whole team need to capture one wanted man, who is a skillful murderer. He's like Joker that kind, like can escape anyhow one. So it was super scary. I encountered him like 4-5 times. Then almost died everytime. And every encounter im like suuuuper scared. And the last encounter, my friend died, and i lost my right arm. Dun ask me how -.-
Then suddenly i woke up. I couldn't move, like kena paralysed. Then my mom scold me cuz of some stuff, and im like bla bla bla, and went back to sleep.
2nd one, I dun have my sniper le. LOL. And my friend died, so it's like continued from the 1st dream.
But now is switched to another venue, like got many shops one. And this is dam scary. When i saw the wanted man, i immediately shot a few times at him. But who knows, he was wearing a bullet-proof armour. WTH. Then that guy was like laughing crazily, and began to shoot randomly. Many people died, and i dunno how i survived.
Cuz that guy is like my nemesis or sth, so he wanted to kill me only. I had to run. It was impossible for me to kill him with his armor.
I then ran to some clothes shop, and it was like a shophouse. So i ran up the shop house, and he was like walking slowly behind me. He crazy one. Then i hid under the bed, trying hard not to breathe loudly. Then i was thinking of like, when he entered the room, i aim his head or sth. But i was suuper nervous that time. And i bet he already killed the shopowner :( All my fault :(
So i decided to be a coward and hide under the bed until he was gone :(
Just as he entered the room, i woke up -.-
My dad was like putting my luggage in my cupboard after cleaning it. Bla bla bla, and i went to sleep again. I realised that the 2nd dream lasted for 30mins only. LOL phew.
Actually i wanted to wake up, but i was too tired and went back to sleep. bad choice.
Ok, so i was a policeman again. With my beretta. There's this another wanted man, different from 1st and 2nd dream. Is like, my police team ambushed him in his house. Got his wife there oso. And i was the one who shot him. -.- I shot him like alot of times, afraid that he would not die. Then his wife is like AAAAHHH all the way.
Then his body dam bloodied, and iw as like crying there. Cuz i was feeling so sad that time. Then dunno why one of my team members asked me to take picture of that guy. I assumed that time is that take picture to bring back to HQ to tell them that he died -.-
So he died, then dunno why, i have to stay at that guy's house for 1 night. LOL dunno why.
And is ME ALONE. Wth? My dream why so weird and scary -.-
And not to mention got the wife. She was like sad and angry with me, so i was worried she might kill me in the middle of the night or sth. And my room can't lock! LOL. So i was like living the night in fear. Then i slept. When i woke up, she was walking to my room! AAA!!!
Then i woke up. LOL phew.
Dreams are really SUPER SUPER SUPER RANDOM.
But i was quite sad after i woke up. I was like wondering why thruout the whole dreams, i have not thought of God at all. Cuz i was like hanging on the life and death line, and i didnt think of Him and pray that kind of thing. Haizzz.
Im gonna check what causes dreams man. I really want to know how all these random things can come to our mind just like that.
Im still quite freaked out by my dream LOL.
Should i cut my hair? AA sian. Going to a different barber. Will it be worse?
Dunno.
Everton vs LIVERPOOL tonight(WOOOO)
ARSENAL vs Chelsea oso LOL
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Saturday, November 28, 2009
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
Really want to thank the cell group for their keychain they gave me :)
Matthew 19:26. With God, nothing is impossible.
Had a great day in church today. Concerning my dream... Hmm... Issit time to give up? In our offerring envelopes, we have to write our own dreams. I wrote 3. Is like 1st one, bla bla. If 1st one cannot, then 2nd one. Then 3rd one. LOL. I think its time to give up my 1st dream :(
I want read Clement's Purpose-Driven Life book!!!
693 messages in 1 month?!?!?! That's IMPOSSIBLE.
Am i contradicting myself? LOL
But how can that be? Thats like, more than 20+ msgs a day! OMG. The bill is even more than my weekly allowance. Have to try cut down alr. Sorry Cynthia :(
Love is such a complicated thing... TLW 19 :(
Im living every day like a year. So tough, so long. How long will it take??
Everything's too complicated, only God understands.
But i am still not close, not strong. Im trying my best to trust Him, and there is very little i can do, so how?
It's in my genes :(
Church today, was late :X Missed the 1st praise song (i think).
The sermon today is about Caleb. He persevered 45 years for his dream. Im sure, he is living everyday like a year too. How strong his faith is...
I need to be like Caleb. I need to be like Job. If you don't see God's hand, trust His heart. I have to learn to do that.
My bro chatting with his gf... bla bla bla. Too bad he is a loud speaker. And i can hear everything that he said :(
Ok im random thruout. Hope u all can understand what im saying.
But actually, it all links together. Every problem links. Just like humans, we are all related.
-.- ok random.
I really hope it can happen now. But is it because im not strong enuf? Although im trying to. :(
I shouldn't stop thinking about it. I have to go back to reality.
So, let my life be His clay. Mould me in His way.
Hope He helps me :(
No, is :)
I have to trust His heart. Trust more.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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TICK TOCK
I really need time to prove everything. But how much time. 1 month? 1 year? or even 3 years? :(
Anyway, i want to blog more about the China trip thingy. I realised that i loved the trip alot. Just suddenly. Cuz when reached Singapore, everything was like gone.
he trip was just like a dream. When i reached home, i feel that nothing has been changed. :(
Just admit it Christon, u missed it -.-
On 24th November, i became the worst person on earth. The boys and our buddies and their parents went mountain climbing. It is about 5 times tougher than the one in Koref, cuz its a mountain, not a hill -.- We didnt managed to climb up to the summit due to time constrains.
THEN, THE INCIDENT HAPPENED.
On our way down, there is snow along the path. So, we decided to play snowball fight. I threw one at Clement. OUCH.
Then i decided to throw another one. Suay suay, i hit Clement. Again. Actually before i threw, he told me to stop throwing, but i didnt hear. So i blame my ears, or my carelessness?
So i hit him on his ears, and it was dam cold. I noe the feeling. So, he started to chase me down the mountain. And it was NOT FUNNY. He was realy angry and keep shouting at me. At first i still didnt know he was angry. HOW STUPID WAS I. But once i know he was angry, i stopped running.
I decided to let him do whatever to me. But, he didnt. I respected him for that. Cuz he said he didnt want to go back to his gangster ways, and furthermore he is a Christian now. Really respected him alot.
But i still felt guilty of that :(
After that, the boys went seperate ways to our buddies' house. My buddy's family taught me how to make dumplings. COOL. But i became the bad boy again -.-
After making the dumplings, we ate them. The parents gave me 20+ dumplings to eat. I noe i can reject and just ask for 10, but i didnt. So, i was dam full, and couldn't finish the last 2. So the parents cleared them for me. WASTE FOOD.
Then anothing thing happened. We were playing computer games, and i FARTED. SUPER LOUD. And i was like dui bu qi dui bu qi -.- OMG.
He gave me his hp no and his email. I only gave him my email. SO BAD. I DUNNO WHY I JUST DUN WAN TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS.
Ok on 26/11 midnight. Cynthia was the 1st to wish me. :)
Then Eugene and Kaixin was at the hotel bed behind (im the lightbulb -.-) and they suddenly shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY. -.- I was using the com at that time. So i just turned my head to them, and said, Oh ok thanks. -.- LOL.
Then, got a few more wishes on msn. Then, ding dong on my door. Eugene opened it. Cherie, Yuyun and Shuqi shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I said, oh ok thanks. -.-
LOL. I guess i have no mood on my birthday at that time.
26/11 7 plus in the morning, the NAS ppl celebrated my bday. And i was so expressionless. But i was touched. And i was giving the impression that i didnt enjoy it. OH DAMN. They gave me a portrait of me. Doesnt look like me. LOL nvm..
I am being such a bad guy. Sorry ppl cuz i that time no mood. LOL anyway they oso wun see this blog. Just want to let God know that im sorry.
And also, I didnt read my Christian book that the cell grp gave me during the trip. I guess i read 1 paragraph only. BAD BAD.
And i didnt take any photographs. Cuz outside was so cold, and i have to take off my gloves to take pictures. My handphone tiny. So i didnt. I think i took 1 photo of the snow only, then wa my hand so cold. LOL zz bad bad.
But facebook got alot of pics, by Shuqi and Michelle. Dunno whether Keith got onot. Thanks to them :)
I also made alot fo friends with Bukit Panjang and St. Margarets :)
AND HOR, THERES THIS GUY IN BPGHS CALLED JESHREI. His name dam cool rite? At first his name was alr cool enuf, like some Japanese name. But when he told me the meaning of his name, it was like SO COOL TO THE MAX.
JESHREI -- JEsus SHall REIgn.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. DAM NICE!!! :D
...
Get to know more NAS ppl well oso :)
And also during this trip, i got a little closer to God, although i didnt read that book -.- Cuz in the NAS grp got 4 Christians: Me, Joel, Clement and Shuqi. Then we like always remind each other to say grace all these. And we use the com to play Hillsong, Planetshakers :)
Oso during the trip, got one time i SHIT until the toilet bowl clog. LOLLOL. I shit so much until cannot flush, then stuck. Then after room service can le LOL.
Added like 20 more new ppl on Msn. :):) DIdnt add Xinmin, cuz we feel that the student and their teachers are like TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. And btw, BPGHS got alot of Liverpool fans!!! :D
LOL blogged alot leh. Not bad. Looks like my blogging skills are back -.-
These 2 weeks are just like a dream. OH MAN. I was like praying to Gid saying i can faster go back Singapore. Now i totally regretted it. Homework. Stress. Exams. All come back the moment i reached Singapore.
Nvm, i have to take one step at a time. Although i have not started on my hw -.-
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Friday, November 27, 2009
ALL I NEED IS TIME...
OoOoOo... back in sg :)
Had alot of fun in China... I think i miss alot of things in China LOL.
1stly, the students in Hebei school. Alot of people wanted to take photos with me LOL. They actually took alot of pics with the the Ngee Ann people la, and Joel took alot with them. But most of them who took with me is becuz im cute -.-
Then in the hotel, people asked me to be a lightbulb. Want me take my bible and 'preach' to the 'couple'. People ASKED ME TO DO THAT. Then people misunderstood me as i like someone. LOL WTH?
Nvm, but very fun to think of it...
Played with snow. Many people got frostbites. The weather actually not very cold. Only it's cold when it is windy, especially at the Great Wall.
Actually i missed the the singapore students in China. Ngee Ann, St Margarets, Bukit Panjang and Xinmin. Made alot of new friends from Ngee Ann and St. Margarets. Bukit Panjang too, but not Xinmin. They are like super noisy, and their teachers are the worse i've ever seen.
Nvm...
I dunno what to say leh... got so many things to say.
Have not blogged for the past few days cuz the hotel com cant go... In china cant go youtube, facebook, sometimes blogspots and wordpresses. But i missed that com LOL.
It's great to be back in Singapore, will be even better if there are no homework to do... Heard there's exam in week 1? ZZ
I miss my cell and church... Heard natalia is back. Nvr see her be4. When i joined she alr left. So seeing her would be great.
I feel like cutting my hair, but i will look weird again. AA
LOL i think too much thing to say until nth to say le. Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Monday, November 23, 2009
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD...
When you're reading this, just press the 'Home' button on the keyboard.
Those who did cant see this post, cuz im not at home.
-.- Nvm... im being lame.
Time really flies. There's only about 3 days left to be back in Singapore. WOOHOO.
And i tot that 2 weeks it's like impossible to end when you're overseas. Why when i went to Hong Kong last year, i felt like it's sooo long, when it's only 5 days?
Nvm, i think im having a great time here. Well, some good some bad. But i've learnt to let go all the bad ones and remember all the good ones :)
My title is my wishes to Cynthia. It's her birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA!!! LOL i dunno wish you how many times le Cynthia...
Must learn to be optimistic... I tot it would be paradise once i return back to Singapore, but then there's a pile of holiday homework for me to do. I didn't do any home work at all... I should do them during EP la, so wasted :(
Now i have to chiong alr. SIAN. Still got Chinese book. Dun even feel like reading.
But, must be optimistic :) I think i plan to do 2 hours of homework every weekday, then slack and play for the rest of the day. Then at night, read Chinese book. I guess Bible and my birthday present (book) can wait. :)
Fun but also accomplished :) Love this life God has given me :)
I love my China class' Politics teacher :) She so kind. She share with us the history of a place in China, called 西柏坡. But, i just can't stop closing my eyes thruout. Not in Politics la, but in other lessons, even Maths -.- Somemore Mr Heng and Chen lao shi attended the Maths lesson tgt, and i cant stop sleeping. ZZ.
But then, the snow at the street soccer court cleard alr, then can play soccer! :):)
I lost touch of soccer alr, but i still managed to stay in the game. FUN FUN.
Tml my last day going to the school. Giving my buddy one childish pencil box :X
Hope he remembers me :)
Im going his house tml to eat dinner only. Then i told him i not staying at his house. I dunno wad's his feelings leh. When i told him, i tried to look at his facial expression, but i still dunno what is he thinking. AAA
I tuned a guitar today :) For the performance. Joel is playing the guitar, while the rest will sing 'Home'. By Kit Chan one. SIAN... I want play the guitar... nvm. :( OR :)
I want go back SINGAPORE! Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Friday, November 20, 2009
IM GOING HOME...
The day started off with eugene having diarhoea... Then he cant go out with us. But now he's ok alr... Ok with the diarhoea, not ok with personal problems... Haiz.
Finally, we only attended 2 periods of lessons. I 4got to say 加油 to my buddy!!! AAA!!! Cuz his exam is during the weekends, which is tml and the day after. SHIT SIAN.
We only attended 2 periods cuz the vice-principal there noe that we attend lessons very tired. So they let us play with snow. The table tennis court in the school there is full of snow, so we can play there. Play until 1hour plus. Fun! :)
I headshot alot of ppl... Not bad... But i oso got kena hit by ppl, then i got frostbite. Super pain.
We made some snowman that has 3 circles LOL. Like 冰糖葫芦 like that... If dunno then nvm. But anw we do until dam epic fail oso, so we took the big ball and throw it at other ppl.
Joel dam popular in school la. Got one gal actually gave him her handphone so that joel can take photos of himself -.- This was yesterday. But teacher told him to return the handphone straightaway. LOL. He also received alot of love letters from her... DESPO.
Lunch was at the same place as usual... Then we went to shopping centre. I dunno wad to buy so i was bored. Leg aching. Cant buy any good clothes cuz it's not the time for me to buy. Haven fully grown yet. But i bet dun have my size oso.
So when we came back hotel, we saw Eugene. Mr Heng accompanied him in the hotel the whole day. He just had a 5 HOURS counselling by Mr Heng, and today he spent the whole day with him LOL.
Heard got conflicts between friends. But with the grace of God, conflict solved :) A MIRACLE! XD
Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
HOME SWEET HOME
It's only starting for them, wth?
Im like, already halfway of it?
And also some, didnt even start?
I really need to go home now...
Today, went to school. Closed my eyes for a longer period of time today.
Went eat lunch, then went back to school for some 'competition among us'. The boys are one grp, and the other 2 grps consists of some gals and some Chinese students.
We are supposed to use paper, poker cards, scotchtape, double-sided tape, scissors and also pool balls, to make the tallest structure. So, the height of structure + the number of pool balls determines the points. I noe i say until so detailed all these la, but is quite boring actually... We were the 1st to make one very tall building, which is 40 something cm. A few minutes later, the 3rd grp made 80 something cm. We then continue with ours and had 102cm. After this, everyone slack alr. Like 1 hour later or sth, the 2nd grp made 120cm, and 3rd grp made 140cm. So we're last. But who cares. Is like the gals so enthu, then when our structure drop or sth, they laugh at us. We oso got laugh back at them la. But win for wad anyway? So at the end they won that time then the boys say 'aiya let u win la let u win la'. Then their mood like suddenly changed. LOL. It's like they asking themselves, 'win for wad?' oso. LOL lame.
After that go back hotel rest, then go eat dinner. Come back supposed to have meeting, the 'someone' have to go 'counselling' by Mr Heng. That 'someone' and another 'someone' had 'something wrong'. Then got something to do with 'mom'. Then 'quarrels'. Cant say everything. I can just say that the mom super @$%^@#$%%
We have to sing 'Home' during the performance. Not the Daughtry one, sadly :( It's the Kit Chan one, and need sing in Chinese and English. Sian zz wadeva.
Wa dam sian seriously. The nights are getting boring and boring each day.
There is not only one country on Earth, so LIVE WITH IT.
Stupid ***** ****. Why *** *****? But anyway it's ** *****, as usual. Every ****** that i have is always ** *****.
Stressing with happiness... Cool.
Bye.
That's All.
You'll Never Walk Alone.
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
GO HOME NOW PLEASE
Dam pissed off. Not really angry, but more of sad. Tears?
But wait, talk about the good things 1st...
Went to their school today. Attended English, Physics, Chemistry, Social Studies. Forgot alr. Got alot of periods cuz we attended their 1st period onwards till 12pm.
My buddy seemed cold to me... But i dun mind. I noe i very bad, but i dun bother to make very good friends. Later at airport cant bear to go or wad worse. I think his feelings is like how i feel when the other buddy came to Ngee Ann.
During English, teacher told me and Yuyun to read a passage. Yuyun read first. Unexpectedly, the teacher want us to translate it to Chinese. Cool. Yuyun and I did ok... I tried to change the sentence structure from English to Chinese, and the teacher say i very 'clever' -.-
I almost slept during Physics and Chemistry, although the Chem teacher is like their 'Ms Tia'. I slept at 1.30 ytd, so very sleepy. Physics they learning about pressure and Chem about charges. One element got different charges, like +1, +4, +5, +7. Very weird.
Went to eat at 12. I have to sit at the girl's van cuz im small enough, and the boys sit in a teacher's car. Im dunno how to express my feelings. Argh. Forget it. Just think about how i feel.
Ate an assumptous meal there. Tried every single dish.
After that, we went to see the other zones of the school. Then we went back to the main one and saw our old buddies. He gave me a present. Everyone then played some boliao games, like some psychological games like that. Also about teamwork and leadership. I got tired of these activities alr. I dun wan to be a leader. Im antisocial, not initiative, and very very shy. I cant be a leader actually. Ok nvm... Leave all the bad things to the back.
So after that went back to hotel. Went 365-24 (their 7-11). Actually supposed to go there to find prepaid card for some people, then in the end dun have. So, the rest bought chewing gum, sausages, and also some egg, in chinese called cha ye dan. I dunno what is it called in english.
Ate dinner. Then back to hotel room. Then, 2 bad things happened. One is concerning life-death that kind of bad, the other is conflict and quarrels that kind of bad.
All not concerning about me. But there's something about these things. I feel really out of place.
I really hope i really can manage all these, and also hope that these trials and tribulations are only temporary. It's been tough enough for me to stay in an unknown place for 2 weeks. And i love my home so much. I have homesick every single second.
Now, it's just everything. Everything im going thru now have something to do with stress, dislikes, sufferings, God-dependent. Nothing is relaxing in this world. The world so competitive. And my heart has the feeling like, i want to be saint, i dun wan anyone to hate me, if i do this, people will think something bad about me, if i dun do this, nothing will happen, it's the best. But in the end, what happen?
I edited some stuff 2 paragraphs ago. Didn't want people to know some things. See, 'if i do this, people will think something bad about me.' So i deleted them. See, my character really sux.
From all these things, i dunno wad advice to give. I cant do anything to solve these problems, so wad advice can i give? Maybe my only advice is, dun folo my character, and do the things u like. Dun care about what other people think of you. That's my biggest flaw. Received insults and i want to do something to make them stop. But i shld just heck care them.
One thing to say to everyone: IM NOT WHAT YOU THINK I AM. EVERYTHING THAT IS NOT PHYSICAL THAT EVERYBODY SAID ABOUT ME, ALL ARE NOT TRUE.
That's all. You'll never walk alone.
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I WANT HOME!
Still in cheena. AAA...
Yesterday(mon), went to Hebei school. Saw my new buddy (they changed)and attended their lessons. We received a very warm welcome from them. Im in the same class as Yuyun and the rest are all different classes. We are the only ones that have 2 in 1 class. Hengzxzxz -.-".
When doing a self introduction in my class, they want me to say english. So, i said i like sports and im not bad in my studies. Then when one guy translated it to Chinese, it became im lousy in my studies. ZZ. Dun bother to correct him oso.
I attended English, Mathematics and also China's 'Social Studies'.
English. Got 2 periods. LOL so easy (duh). Some of the model sentences are like wrong. So sian. I almost feel asleep LOL. But my eyes are closed half of the time. Then got alot of people see i think.
Maths, about circles. Quite an interesting topic. It's different from our circles. It's like they give u 3 or 4 dots and ask u to join them up to form a circle. Must use compass and ruler all these stuff. Cool.
Social Studies. They call it 政治. The chapter is about how to prosper and catch up with other countries. Then the main factors are education and technology. LOL.
After these lessons, which was about 12pm, we gather tgt and took a bus to eat at restaurant. Next, we went to one place called 空中花园. At first, we tot is a garden at the top of the building or sth. Cuz it's 'Garden in mid-ar' LOL.
Then when we get down the coach, it was freezing, and we have to walk quite far to a building. When we reached there, it's not! YAY. It's like a greenhouse, quite hot there. It's like a theme park there. Got games to play there, and there's also a 3D cinema there.
Dam epic fail. The whole 'movie' (20min only) is about travelling to random places. Then got insects or animals come out from the screen and 'bite' you-.- The worst movie i've ever seen.
Go back hotel eat dinner. Nothing else.
Today, the lessons were Chinese. Mathematics, Chemistry and Physics. I was so tired during Physics that my head keep dropping and my eyes like half-open. So paiseh. Chinese is like Literature. Read book then must understand the feelings all those things. Mathematics and Chemistry dam cool. Then their Chemistry very simple. They now still learning charges of atoms. But their names of compounds and elements dam cheem. Like acids are called 酸根. Still got many other things la.
Went eat lunch, then go museum. Which is so boring. Then went shopping mall. Many gals went to shop on their own and teacher cannot contact them. Chen lao shi cried (AWW). Just now meeting in hotel they kena scolded and need write a sorry letter. Must la, the guys wait for them for 45mins in the shopping mall leh LOL.
Ok, bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
HOME HOME HOME!!!
It's great to blog again!
In china now... LOL. Hate the weather here, although i can take it...
Tell u some drama. At Thurs nite when we are supposed to take off, we alr checked in our luggage, got the boarding pass le.
THEN. SUDDENLY, the teachers want the parents to gather tgt to talk. Talk for like 5 mins. Then all the parents like sian sian. Then when the teachers come talk to us, they told us that latest news, Hebei got a very big snow storm, and a school collapsed and 3 students died. WA.
THEN. They said the trip had to be cancelled. During that time, i dunno whether to be happy or sad. SERIOUSLY. I so bad la i didnt feel sad then everyone ard me crying or emoing. So i have abit of half half feelings.
Then, the principal and vice-principal came(at midnight LOL) to the airport. Then Mr Lim said that it was safe to go Beijing, so trip not cancelled. Then, everyone is like YAY YAY, then im like OH MAN. YAY. OH MAN. Half half feelings la...
Ok then we went into the departure and waved goodbye. Then i dunno somehow lost my watch, when im wearing it. Just suddenly gone.sian.
On the plane, showed Harry Potter and Half-Blood Prince. Cant manage to watch everything cuz have motion sickness. Then played Mario Bros. and Kirby Land. Same thing, cant play after awhile. Breakfast (at 4am) came, and i only ate half of the chicken noodles, while everyone ate finish. Hate plane flights.. SQ leh, then cant enjoy the facilities.
So after we touch down took our luggages, then experienced the cold for the 1st time. They said Beijing snowed the previous day, and on fri, the weather is bright and less cold. So i quite happy la, although its not snowing. Went to hotel after that. Hotel called Qiang Qiang (cockroach) Hotel. LOLLOL. But the room quite nice. Shared with Joel. The tall basketball one. Ok la. Played Truth or Dare at night. Got alot of lame stuff.
Next day, we went to Great Wall. It was super super cold, less than -10 degrees, cuz altitude high, and also super windy. Dam cham. Climbing the great wall like climbing mountain seriously. Super steep. And its likea steep slope, not stairs. So our feet must grip firmly or else we will just fall down. Only Mr Heng, Eugene, Cherie, Seok Pheng and I climbed alot. The rest went to some coffee shop to get warmth and slack. After that, went Bird's Nest and Watercube. SUPER SUPER COLD. Dun even feel like going sightseeing, just want to go back coach to get warmth.
Actually these stuff supposed to be on 26Nov, but because of the Hebei snowstorm then is on sat... Sad.
At night, watched Russia vs Slovenia. Suddenly Keith, Clement, Shuqi and Yuyun came to me and Joel's room to party. Everyone almost slept in the same room. Luckly Shuqi and Yuyun have to go back to pack their luggage. So in our room got 4 ppl. Slept at 2am.
Woke at 6. Ate breakfast, took coach to Hebei. 5 hours. Very hard to sleep. Spam songs with my hp. Mostly Daughtry LOL. I love the song 'Home' man. As what the title says...
Reached. The snow is like pile up until knee cap. Although on that day it's just like the weather in Beijing. Due to the snowstorm la.
Went to the Hotel. Cant rmb the hotel name. Shared room with Eugene. But then got burglars!!!
AAA!!! Lucky never kena. It's like Xinmin Sec got a few rooms kena. A few of us saw the burglars, cuz they entered Joel, Keith and Clement's room. 2 ppl dressed as cleaners. Lucky Joel came back into the room in time. Then the burglars like acting to do room service and left. That time we still dunno they are burglars. Cuz we just know at night.
Anyway, the hotel just sucked, although the hotel room got computer :)
Ok that aside, the food suck! It's like pig liver, they mix it tgt until it looks like pieces of chocolate cake. Then got the intestines too. Btw, the previous lunches and dinners in Beijing SO MANY VEGETABLES! Like 6-8 dishes of veg. SIAO.
Then we came back at night, then we made frens with Bukit Panjang ppl. Cool.
Btw, my room is like super at the end. And the rest is like middle, near the lobby, dam sian. Shuqi always get freaked out by her room, cuz the door always can open although it is locked. It happened thrice. LOL. Then shuqi went to sleep with chen lao shi, then cherie and yuyun sleep in that room. My room super outcasted, and scary o.0
So teacher dun allow us to party alr, tell us go back room sleep. But i left the com on, so i msn-ed ppl and now im blogging. 1 hour passed the 'lights out' alr. Eugene sleeping alr. Keyboard like sht one.
Sian... i wan blog everyday, dunno can onot. See how. Tell u more next time. Seeing my buddy tml. LOL. sian. wadeva. Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
FEELS LIKE TONIGHT...
Btw, edited my profile a little. The underline part.
Tonight is the night... Flying off to China.
HIGHEST temperature there: -2 degrees
OMG>>> I cant even take 18degrees, now highest -2? I wonder what is the lowest temperature there man...
I now having alittle flu. Everything comes at the wrong time. I think this period is the coldest time of the year. AAA. I dun have enough winter clothes somemore. AAA. Maybe wearing 10clothing inside. I will look dam fat. But who cares. AAA.
I might not be able to adapt to the temperature and fall sick there. Cuz i have sinus, and it's every morning regardless of temperature. I really pray im not gonna fall sick there... I want to SWEAT there. SWEAT OUT ICE LOL.
But there's snow. 1st time in my 15 years i am seeing snow. Suaku... But i dun want to see snow. Not now for the time being. I want a super hot weather. I wonder how the rest of the people can adapt sia...
AA sht why am i still typing this. About me complaining here...
Ok about yesterday... Me and a few people were 'late' for Chem SPA cuz of my briefing. Surprisingly, teacher not there yet. So we were supposed to do some experiments. Someparts quite funny, like i took litmus paper instead of magnesium. LOL. Epic fail.
So we were laughing throughout, and we were only left 5 minutes to do 5 tests for gas. Then me and Geng Hao chionged like crazy, like 1 experiment per minute. LOL. Like add this add that. Turn on Bunsen Burner. Heat test tube. SMELL! SMELL! YES GOT SMELL OK DONE. So we managed to finish.
So after went cycling. With Geng Hao, Huiyen, Rashid, Yiren, Jasper, Siying, Shan Xuan, Junjie. Any more else? Forgot le. So put our bags at Jasper's house. We took a long time finding his house too.
So went to rental shop. Some took solo bikes and some took tandem bikes. I wanted a tandem bike cuz i never try be4. Never hear be4 heavier one sit in front. So i was never in front, and like it feels weird when Huiyen was in front riding the bike. Then i also sat with Junjie and Yiren. Cycled with solo bike too.
Had quite a fun day. Then my mom mildly scolded me for coming back so late. Anyway bath finish then watched Singapore Idol. When Duane was performing, at first he was playing the piano and singing. Still ok. When the music became fast and he stopped playing the piano and stood up. I'm like, "Oh DIE DIE". So bad la. But really not good. He should just sit at the piano there for the whole song.
Anyway, the results show at 10, and Duane was out. Felt very guily for saying so many bad things about him in the past. But, i think this is really the Top 5. All 5 of them are good. Jia you guys, although i will miss 2 Wednesdays. Cant wait to find out who out.
My mom is even more nervous than me about the China trip. Got so many things in my luggage and i doubt i will use all of them. But one thing i must use all is my clothes. Scully when i go out, my whole luggage no clothes. Because i wore all of them. LOL.
Cant imagine how am i supposed to bathe there. So cold.
Ok enough!!! Today.
Had breakfast with cell at Mac. Cell E290 rox! I want to go cell and church... AAA.
Bio SPA for the 1st lesson. Did skill 3 again.
A Maths. Finished Chapter 13. Did not do the last qn of 13.4 cuz i dunno how do. LOL then when lesson ended, i teached Rashid how do that qn. LOL.
Ate at Mac(again?). Good what actually, cuz can build up fats. Acts as insulator of heat LOL. But the problem is i dun wan to be fat. Aiya wadeva.
Then it rained. Got wet. Then i heard about Geng Hao's grp the 爱2. Dam funny man. Was like laughing in the rain then i suddenly tripped over something. Even more funny. Then Geng Hao asked me look behind. Yiren wanted to jaywalk. Rashid dun wan. So is like Yiren dragging Rashid along to the road then rashid rejected and ran to the traffic light. Yiren was then screaming all the way while jaywalking. Super funny now. Then, we saw Liting, Michelle Tay and Yee Ting walking(or running) from Tmart to school. Liting was like using her hands as umbrella and chionged to the school gate. Then, suddenly the rubbish truck drove out of the gate. Liting was in front, so she like stopped there. Then all 3 of them kena the rain and have to wait for the truck to move. SUPER FUNNY.
Then i went under the tree while waiting for the traffic light. Dam pathetic. Luckily dun have flu. Maybe mild flu from sinus. LOL DAM EPIC sia, if u see every single thing that i've mentioned, it will be super comical. Brightens my day! Although sky so dark -.-
Physics SPA. Me and Geng Hao screwed up everything. So we copied Winifred's and Edenuis's readings.
I realised that my papers are always wet when doing SPAs. FAIL
Then i chionged tidying up my Phy SPA file. Missing worksheets but i dun care.
Now at home, using the computer for the last time be4 going to China.
Songs that reminded me of the time:
You'll Never Walk Alone - 2005
In The Shadows/Girlfriend - 2007
Can You Hear Me? - June 2008
Love Story/Life Would Suck Without You/Battlefield - June 2009
Beat It/Billie Jean/AYG song - July 2009
半情歌 - August to September 2009
No Surprise - End of October - November 2009
Thunder/EVERY DAUGHTRY SONG - November 2009
My last blog post in 2 weeks alr... I sound like im migrating to China or im leaving the world (touch wood)... But thats how HOMESICK i am. Getting homesick even be4 going to China. That's the worst thing that might happen to you.
But thanks Kristine for giving me tips of battling the cold weather :):)Thanks Cynthia for always talking to me :):)
Went Hong Kong last year, and i was homesick on the 1st night. COOL.
Life is full of surprises, so its NO SURPRISE that i might blog or tag, or go msn. LOL. But just in case...
21 November: BON VOYAGE TO JASPER, KRISTINE, SIYING, EDENUIS, LITING, SHAN XUAN, and somemore people that i may have forgotten, FOR THEIR AUSTRALIA TRIP!!!
23 November: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA!!! HOPE YOU GROW TALL!!!
25 November: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUL!!!
~THAT'S ALL FOLKS. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.~
Goodbye people.... Goodbye Singapore....
LOL wadeva... EPIC FAIL XD
ok bye
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
One down, hundred to go...
Level 1: O'Lvl Chinese (10Nov)
Level 100: China trip (12Nov - 27Nov)
AAA. Seriously too long la. If i know the duration then i dun join le. LOL. Nvm. Experience la.
But i hate cold weather. AAA. Later i freeze to death in my sleep. AAA. No la wont.
Today O'Lvl Chinese. DIE!!! AAA.
When doing paper 1 the essay part, my causes and solutions all KNS. Maybe FAIL.
Then letter hor, my suggestions got 3 la. Then the 3 paragraphs add up to less than 1 page. AAA.
Paper 2. At first i tot it was ok, compre hard. Then when finish everyone discuss, then so many wrong! AAA.
Distinction flew away alr... Nvm :)
Want go out before Thurs leh... AAA. i wan to time travel to 27Nov.
I got this feeling that im migrating to China like that... Sian. Hope i have a good and 'memorable' experience there...
Sian. Liverpool draw 2-2 with Birmingham. Ngog dived to get a penalty. So unsportsman. SIAN.
Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Monday, November 9, 2009
STILL NOT PANICKING?!?!
I just dunno why... Tml is already the O'lvl Chinese paper. Maybe im over-confident? Or i just heck care about it? Teacher really shouldn't tell us that even if we didnt get A can continue stay HCL. Im feeling complacent. But i also hope i can get A la... OMG this sux. I just want end tml quickly and make sure it will be an HAPPY ending. Like able to do the paper, then when finish the paper very happy that kind of thing.
It's a long way now
From where I used to rest my head
It's safe and sound
If only I could turn around
There's no direction where I stand
Just dead end signs and wasted land.
It's a long way now
To you...
Daughtry has 6 bonus songs. And all very nice :)
Lyrics super meaningful too!
Tml is the day tml is the day tml is the day tml is the day tml is the day tml is the day...
So what? XD
Ok nvm... I later practice abit more can already.
My 综合填空 is suuuper weak.... I got 4/10 for the Sec 3 Express Chinese section! AAA
Wore the Nike shoe to school today... Received many suans. Think i wearing my old shoe tml...
Ok school today... Bio SPA. Skill set 3. Must learn how to write experiments of your own. This sux.
Recess. Nothing.
Physics. No physics teacher came. We spent half an hour in the lab, then went back class. Mr Lee Chin Teck then came to our class to give us worksheets to do. But i didnt do, i was doing chinese, although distracted.
Even Geng Hao's Tamil is so nice LOL. ZZ
Mother Tongue. Go through mock paper 2 which i got 49/70. ZZ just barely A2.
School over. Want to stay back school to practice chinese. But i want eat first. Drag Geng Hao along. Yiren dun wan come. 2 ppl at Kopitiam. I eating, he's drinking. But at least it's not really queit. Talked alot.
Come back to school. Yiren left soon. Rashid ended class. So we 3 studying. Listening to Daughtry songs when doing. Think my Chinese improved. Yay. Boo?
When coming back, Su Ern was in the same bus as me, and i didn't know. She was my Primary 6 friend. Very outgoing person.
So when we get down the bus tgt then i know. So we talked. Now like still very familiar with each other like that. She outgoing ma. She oso have O'lvl Chinese tml, then she dam nervous. But im not. LOL. She stay opposite condo, so say bye bye to each other, even though we are in the middle of a conversation. LOL.
I will be rather unfair if a miracle happened on me tml... Cuz im not as hardworking as anyone else. So i'll give the miracles to the rest of the Higher Mother Tongue people instead.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'LVLS GUYS :D
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
23 MINUTES IN HELL
This guy called Bill Wiese went to hell for 23 minutes. It's a true story. REALLY TRUE. Didnt put the website cuz it's not appropriate for non-christians. Cuz non-christians shouldn't accept Christ out of fear after seeing this, but we have to accept Christ by love.
But if u guys want see can always go search engines and search...
I sort of become emo after this, but i feel more on fire for God. Judgement Day is coming soon... Very very soon.
I really want preach the gospel, so more people can be saved, but i just dunno how.
Yesterday watched Momo Love. The story is getting more exciting alr. I think that channel U cut out some parts, that's why the story like jump here jump there.
Then after that used the com. My family have 2 coms, one is vista, another XP. Vista is much better. At first i using vista, but then after my bro finish bathing he say he need use vista. For project -.-
So i just give in lor. So i used the XP one, and the internet is so slow. But i just continue using. So after 30mins or so, all i see my bro was doing was msn, facebook, youtube, nokia music -.-
I then msn-ed him, 'wow nice project'. LOL. Msning to one another even if he is beside me is fun. Sometimes we msn like that to share secrets that didnt want our mom to know, or some random things. But thats very rare. LOL but still fun.
Then when he going to off the com, he then just printed out his project work which has already completed be4. So his doing project is just to print? LOL.
Played bowling using the XP. Which my bowling balls and credits are not there. Lagging when playing. But got my 2nd time getting 200. Geng Hao got 207 but never save LOL. So his high score still 185 only.
Then i go dl daughtry songs. He got so many bonus songs in the album 'Leave This Town'. Feel like buying the album, but abit outdated le LOL.
WOOOWOOO~
Just for laughs:
Watch till the end. The snake so scared of the rabbit until it climbed up the tree LOL. Super funny.
Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Saturday, November 7, 2009
YAY A MIRACLE!
Today i went out with my mom to buy shoes. At first, i tot is buy my own shoes. But then, actually my mom want me buy shoes for the trip to China -.- She say my adidas shoe the sole not thick, then need buy one for the cold. ZZ.
So go to World Of Sports see here see there. At first want. Then suddenly dun wan. See about 2-3 shoes, then my mom pissed.
Went to Nike store. Saw one pair of running shoes. Tried to put on the shoe. Then when going to buy alr, then my mom say see if World Of Sport have anot, cuz got 50% sale. -.- . Go there, have. Cheaper $30. So we like make some excuses to the Nike store helper, then go World Of Sport.
Go there, only the black and lime green one have my size. The other colours were blue and red. So, the World Of Sport have the shoe, cheaper by $30, but the only thing is the colour. And i dun like the colour. So, im in a dilemma at that time. Think for about 10mins, then decided to buy from the Nike store. Although more ex, but i rather have a colour i like, then next time after China trip i will wear more often. Mom super pissed.
Spent about 1hour just like that. Finally, bought a size 9 (so big) blue Nike Pegasus running shoe that costs $30 more expensive than the same type with another colour. Can explain why mom so pissed.
Went home, very tired. But can't rest, cuz my mom ask me pack luggage -.- Packing, then realised that i dun have long sleeve shirts. I heck care. Mom pissed again. Then i become pissed.
It feels like going there is a torture. I take back my words about going there as a 'holiday'. This really sucks. Why can't i go some hotter place? Anyway, hot weather rocks. AA forget it...
After packing, left 1 hour be4 leaving for church. Mom left house to go somewhere. Pretended to sleep until she ledt the house, cuz i want on the com. But after she left, i couldn't get out of bed, and i slept for 1 hour. SIAN.
Chionged to church. Xinyi came. Although she has parent objection. Jia you Xin yi :)
Sermon by Rev. Pst. Robb Thompson. Sometimes couldn't understand what he was saying. But his life is a real true testimont. He went to a mental institute be4, and his family was very poor. But now, he has organisations and companies of his own. Through the grace of God :)
During one night at the mental institute, he saw God. That's really wonderful man... I want too :)
Talking about the miracle now... So after church, the cell grp gather somewhere in the church. Then is like 1st, we prayed for Xinyi so that her parents will slowly accept her as a Christian those kind of thing. So, i thought it was over alr. Then A MIRACLE CAME. Suddenly they say want celebrate a person's birthday before that person goes overseas. Then i was like still thinking who was it. LOL. Cuz my birthday is 19 days away... And it was really a surprise. So, they gave me a cardboard with the cell people's wishes, and also a Christian book and a keychain.
THANKS SO MUCH AILIN, HUIYEN, YIREN, GENGHAO, TAYXI, TAYBIN, ESTHER, JEREMY, AARON and XINYI :):)
I think this is one of the best presents that i've got in my life. So feel honoured guys :)
The cardboard has Gerrard and Torres's pics on it :) Thanks Huiyen :)
What a wonderful miracle :) I think i will upload the pictures of the presents tml.
Still cant get over it LOL. And i can't find a place to put the cardboard AAA.
Miracle really makes people's day :D
Ok bye. :D
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Friday, November 6, 2009
Miracles...
Benitez in need of another "miracle" to get through
Liverpool boss Rafael Benitez has admitted his side now needs a "miracle" to qualify for the last 16 of the Champions League...
See, Benitez wants miracles too, and so do I... See the fated connection between me and Liverpool? LOL jk.
Miracles carve your path in the way you want. The most important thing is, ALL MIRACLES ARE MADE BY GOD FOR YOU. See what God has done for us?
If u want miracles, u have to trust God. Cuz he loves us equally, regardless of Christian or non-Christian, strong or weak Christian. This is the beauty of God.
Today during cell, Ailin prayed for me, and she said i will be a pastor... Do i have all it takes to be a pastor? Or in the first place do i want to be a pastor? These questions keep appearing in my head. Im not so sure about this...
Today didn't cry during cell, cuz the atmosphere tonight was very jolly. Like a lot of people do alot of silly things that make us laugh a lot. LOL. So is like, distracted.
I think when we encounter many problems right, then we just have to trust and believe God will help you solve these problems. maybe for example, friend problems. Just trust in God, and the problems will automatically be solved. Is just some small MIRACLE that change everything. Thats how strong MIRACLES ARE.
Trust, and believe :)
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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THUNDER
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,
Do you know you're unlike any other,
Youll always be my thunder, and I said,
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors,
I dont wanna ever love another,
Youll always be my thunder,
So bring on the rain,
And bring on the thunder...
ZZ im so lag.
School started with me rushing to the quadrangle to take the pledge. I think this is the 1st time taking the pledge in the quadrangle, cuz im either late, or im preparing
something in class. So i was running to my class. Then when it was time to take the pledge, i couldn't hear anything. LOL. Then i say my own until half way then no more le -.-
Then is bio SPA. Practicing plotting graphs. And also got back one homework where we need to draw leaves. LOL.
Recess............... -.-
Physics SPA. Did a SPA by doing a whole lot of chunk, just to get the density of the plasticine. Interesting...
Ended early. Went buy some muffin at canteen. Went to HCL. Did si han (informal letter).
LOL. All these lessons took 6 hours. 2 hours each. And from on top, looks like its some 1hr lessons. LOL.
So... Boring school life. I think im actually anticpating the China trip now. It's now like sort of a 'holiday' when going there. Or is that the real purpose of it? LOL.
Going out on sunday with the China group to CHINAtown (LOL) to buy gift for them. That time they came, they gaft us some cheap(skate) stuff. LOL i just stuffed it somewhere in my drawer then never see it again. I dun think it's even a gift. Ok nvm... At least now the gift we are buying cost about $3. HA PWN them :D Ok being idiotic again...
Got guitar and... CELL later!!! I think i love night outings. How i wish i can watch midnight horror movies... Dam fun :)
I wan cry like sht during cell again :) Doing that for 2 times alr...'
Spamming Daughtry songs into my phone be4 going to China trip :) I wan more songs leh..
Ok i got reminded of the O'lvls Chinese again... AAA i need improve alot be4 taking the exam. My standard now is ard B3 - B4...
Yay God will be with me today and tml... WOOHOO!
Thinking of bringing bible to China... or maybe my notebook to read. AAA i scared of cold weather. NEGATIVE degrees. Can't take it.
I think i repeating alot of stuff. Nvm. I can't run today cuz guitar at 7. ZZ. Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
Supernatural...
But now it's too late
It's taking over me
I feel so supernatural
And the farther you're away
Is more than I can take
And I'm losing all of everything
And no matter how I try
You know I can't deny
'Cause you feel so supernatural...
Didn't know my face look so gloomy until the end of HCL lesson. I mean, i didn't know i look so emo and everyone is like saying i am sad or something, but actually im not. Then when i go toilet after HCL lesson, i saw my emo face, and i was OMG. I think is due to lack of sleep ytd... So paiseh.
Singapore idol ytd, and Mae was out. Duane simply shattered people's dreams. Ken Lim said Singapore needs someone who can represent the country on an international platform... Duane can meh? He shattered dreams like how Lyon shattered Liverpool's...
Liverpool drew with Lyon ytd night. Lyon scored a late 90th min equaliser which shattered Liverpool's dream. I woke up to watch ytd. Liverpool missed so many chances! Then, babel scored. YAY. Quite nice goal too. Then Lyon suddenly and randomly scored. What the fish?
Before the match, Lyon's players said that they want to knock Liverpool out of the Champions League. Lyon is Lyon, and there is no need to win just to make other teams go down. The main point of winning is to let ur team get thru to the next round, not like cursing other teams like that... ARGHH
It would take A MIRACLE. Yes, ANOTHER MIRACLE, to get Liverpool to the next round. I won't be surprised if Lyon allowed Florentina to win. IM SUPER DESPO FOR MIRACLES RIGHT NOW...
I need another miracle to motivate myself to practice Chinese. I dunno what the heck is wrong with me. I know im scared of getting a B for Chinese, but i dun make an effort to do well. I really want to knock my head on the wall. Today, many people stayed back to study. And i went home. I seriously dunno how spell die man...
GOD!!! I NEED YOU!!! I want Nobody Nobody but you... -.-''
Im actually singing that for a performance when i go to China. DIAO.
A
MIRALCE
IS
REVOLVING
AROUND
CHRISTON,
LIVERPOOL and
EVERYONE ELSE!
Can see anything? I hope it really revolves around everyone man...
I can say that, Liverpool's results are directly proportional to my mood.
But im not sure if they are inversely proportional to my exam results (O'lvl Chinese)... I can say that it is NO WAY, unless i start now.
Miracles dun happen on 10 November, Miracles happen NOW.
4.3km in 25min. My bro less than 22min sia SHT. 23:49 my high score. I want to run everyday, but everytime either got something on, OR ITS RAINING. LIKE TODAY.
Had a pimple for 3 weeks. Becoming smaller alr.
100 sit ups in 104 secs!! SHT!!
Did a Chinese paper 2 mock exam today, and it was rather hard. Cher say is from other school. There's this compre passage which makes me feel very guilty.
“为自己高兴”就是满足现状，不思进取。那是人生中最扎实最醇美的快乐！
不要为自己立下高不可及的标杆，更不要因别人好意的刺激而陷入自卑自怨自责自苦的泥潭！
AAA. Talking about me. 高不可及的标杆... I want to grow tall so much that i dun live happily. SHT SHT SHT.
Let nature takes its course la...
Today got Physics SPA, then its like we doing this pendulum bob thing, and whenever i ask Winifred question hor, she all dun wan answer one! Even when she knows the answer. Then she ask me some question about the graph thing i got tell her -.-
OMG im getting idiotic again.
I have updated my profile (LHS). Quite long. I will be updating it every now and then...
I really want God. AA i want pastor's sermon on saturday to talk about me! AA.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
HOMESICK...
I haven't even go China, and im already homesick.
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
I can going to listen to the song 'Home' By Daughtry everyday in China...
So I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong... :(
I miss Singapore... although im in Singapore. -.-
Slept at 10.30 yesterday.. Considered early. Dreamt of myself running dam fast, running towards nowhere, running towards no specific direction. But i think in that dream i like quite tall. I was running like mad to nowhere, and i dun feel scared or anything. I think im feeling lost lately, and in this dream im lost too.
Was late for school. Bio SPA. Boring. Tolerated 2 hours. Recess. Two stalls open. Ate super unhealthy chips. Sex talk. Some quiz. Im a lamb -.-
A Maths. Double Degree thingy. Still Trigo.
Knew about my lvl position from teacher. I think it's not right for the parents to scold people beacuse of their level position when someone got top 20. ZZZ.
HMT. Go through bao zhang bao dao.
Eat lunch. Go library. Did abit of bio. Did 10 multiple choices of Chinese. Listen Daughtry songs from Rashid iPod. Went home -.-
Dun feel like doing Chinese. Im in holiday mood alr -.-
I've just gotten rid of exams, and there came the O'lvls.
Didnt noe got so much holiday homework. I want get back my mood sia. But i have to keep some secrets in my heart. SICKENING.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
DESPERATE FOR A MIRALCE
Happy birthday Geng Hao :)
Edited music. You'll Never Walk Alone is at the back, and No Surprise by Daughtry is in front. Spammed Daughtry songs, and also Haven't Met You Yet by Michael Buble.
Go listen :)
Today;s planning of GH's birthday was a total epic failure. He came up to class and saw us preparing his present. ZzZz.
Banged into Jasper and his knees hurt a lot, while nothing happened to me. LOL ZzZz. Sorry :X
So Geng Hao got the board and presents. YAY. Not really epic failure after all.
Physics. Plot graphs. Hate going to labs. Boring... But learn quite a lot.
HPB class section. By Ms Farhana. Kept calling me to go help out with the com stuff. 3 times. I actually suck at fixing stuff. I dun even noe the basic stuff when i just became an IT rep. Dunno why Mrs Wee choose me also. BUt still have to thank her for giving me this opportunity.
So, Ms Farhana showed us a 'movie'(that sucked). About sex. ZZ so lame.
A Maths. Mr Lim Bok Boon(?) took over Mrs Wee cause she didnt come. Teach until dam funny. Learn chap 13. Got alot of formulas.
Got cheena briefing, then Thurs still have -.- My lunch time...
Higher Chinese. Got back mock exam paper 2. Got 51/70. A2 LOL. Im only good at compre, and my multiple choices part suck badly.
Did another paper 2. Ms Toh then went through answers for the previous mock exam.
I had to sms wushu members cause of the open house stuff. So tough being a CCA leader... Have to do the list by tml somemore. I smsed once to the ppl, and juniors spammed sms. Replied back.
Then is like HCL class ending, then when doing the 'thank you' part, ms toh suddenly was pissed off and shouted to the class. I smsed in class and i actually didnt know she's angry. I took advantage of her kindness-.- Felt so bad. Sorry...
I tried to forget of the bad things that ede did le... But he added oil to the fire. Twice. He also pang seh-ed us after HCL lesson although i waited for him -.- So what did i do wrong now. Although i didnt sit beside him during lessons. But doesn't mean friends always have to sit beside each other rite??? Besides, i sat beside him for 1 year alr... And the dark side of him always shows up when i sit beside him. So what's wrong with changing places??? AA I DUNNO.
I dun wan to think about this anymore. The more i think about it, the more angry i am. ARGHH.
There are plenty of ups and downs in life, so LIVE WITH IT.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Monday, November 2, 2009
WE USED TO...
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
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Made 2 posts... Cause is different from the previous...
I did some self-reflection. Saying about other people's friends problems. But what about me? I think im much much worse.
I have good friends, and i took it for granted.
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We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
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It's hard to go back to what we used to be...
Cuz of what u said. What i said. And i cant just forget every single bad thing.
So what do we do?
I realised i suck at msn bowling when i no mood.
U are supposed to vent your anger on the ball and like get strikes, but i couldn't concentrate on the power and spinning bar. Virtual bowling is totally different.
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I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
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I think the real person that i dislike or hate is MYSELF.
I need God once again. Having cell on fridays and service on saturdays...
I really need God on weekdays. I need God everyday.
I need redemption. I need a miracle.
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I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.
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Lyrics of Daughtry songs all very meaningful. Very powerful to me.
All is writing to me. Oh man i hate EP now. I have to face all these problems.
It's no time to be too tired.
Walk On. Perservere. You'll Never Walk Alone.
And, SORRY. To everyone.
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TOO TIRED...
To hate someone.
To help solve people's problems.
To like someone.
To do Chinese.
To care about people's feelings.
To be someone.
I just want to leave everything aside, and stop time, to scream as loud as i can.
Stop time, to sleep as long as i can.
Stop time, to enjoy what i have at the moment.
Recently got too many problems and things that have to settle. Just too tired. People's problems are worrying me. Too tired to help them.
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All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.
You ain't comin' in.
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I just want to listen to more and more Chris Daughtry songs... Really suits my mood.
Found msn bowling fun. Played with Rashid. Own :)
WoW. I find it hard to put smiley faces at the moment.
Thanks Kristine and Cynthia for updating me soccer. Thanks Cynthia for your encouragement. :)
EP today. Got NYAA thingy, got sex talk. Gross pictures of real private parts.
Bio, did some small experiment to recall our skills.
HCL, did compo which was ok... Quite an easy topic.
WoW. That's all?
Sadly, yes. Got no mood now. Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you... :(
Liverpool lost to arsenal on wed 1-2 and to fulham ytd 3-1...
Don't bother to see the full highlights, see the goals only. Torres scored a nice goal ytd.
And the 2 red cards by Carragher and Degen. It's time to wake up and walk on...
Seen arsenal highlights too, fabregas goal very nice... Fabregas rox!
Inspirational video...
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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