If God is for you, then who can be against you?
HOWEVER, if God is against you, then what difference does it make if the WHOLE WORLD EXCEPT HIM is for you?
Cool...
My previous post only blogged about school ytd rite? LOL. Happy belated birthday Huijie:)
Sinned alot ytd...
1. Having hatred feelings for ede. At previous post.
2. After school ytd, i decided to go to be the bad guy and went to science centre instead of CCA. Me and kristine asked mdm ashikin and we can go. So we joined Genghao, Liting, Winifred, Kimli, Amira, Raudhah. Yay, or boo?
Did an experiment in the science centre. It was rather cool, cuz we got to do a hands-on bio experiment on bacteria transformation. We like became scientists all of a sudden. We wore the scientists 'robes' too. I think this is the first time doing this kind of thing. Good experience. Pictures are on Geng hao and Liting's blog, and also on facebook.
3. Told my parents i went to CCA. A lie.
4. Missed 40min of guitar lesson.
Cuz during the coach ride back to science centre, there was a jam, cuz its peak hour. Motion sickness. Reached school 7. Took 291 at 7.20. Reached tamp int 7.30. Reached tamp mall yamaha 7.40. Open room no. 16. Everyone looking at me. Luckily i smsed my teacher saying i will be late. And i didnt bring anything there. So teacher have to photocopy his paper again. Feeling so guilty.
5. To cover up for my lie, i wore my wushu shirt back home.
Went to cell after that. Confessed to God of all my sins and cried like mad for half an hour. Even after cell still have watery eyes after a talk with Ailin. Everyone do bad things, but just know that God has forgiven us.
So that's all for a bad Friday. If friday the 30th is bad enough, i wonder how friday the 13th (in nov) will be... Will be taking my plane flight at 12.10am. LOL cannot imagine. But i know surely God is with me:)
Went for church service today, and it was Pastor Tan's birthday on Halloween. Great sermon by Pastor Kong about dreams. Cried again as im not sure if my impossible dream is according to God's will. But, its impossible, so i have to start looking for another one :(
Watch Momo Love. So cheesy. And also jump here jump there. Doesn't feel like its 1.5hrs long. Like 1hr only.
So that's all. Bye. Still feeling guilty for my sins :(
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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BEST DAY AHEAD...
A motto by Ailin :)... Don't dwell on the past, and be concerned about the future, always tell urself that the best day is ahead. NICE.
Yesterday was so tiring... School was stupid. Played chinese chess with ede, and i lost to him twice. Then he keep saying this method that he used against me very good, then he said himself that he very pro. Then he suddenly asked me if he was proud and i said no. Just telling a white lie-.-
Then in a flash, he suddenly became very proud, and arrogant.
Played Uno. Then he suay suay sat beside me. (STICKY) He won 1st (so what?), then he like keep seeing my cards. Then whenever its my turn, he will tell me what to throw. DAM PISSED.
Ok... Then i threw a card when it was my turn. And he was like NOOO u shouldnt do this u should do that... The next turn, same thing. Another turn, same thing.
Then he was like saying to everyone, Christon should have win long ago lor, Christon's method of playing so weird.
So what? Uno although have techniques, but it requires mostly about luck. And he was like bragging that he finished long ago. Then look at my cards and say throw this throw that. And he even asked me whether he was proud just now. He thinks when i said no then hes not proud? WTH.
Anyway, Uno is just a game. Then he say until i will lose all my money or i will die like that. Playing is supposed to be adventurous, and I HATE PEOPLE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO. ESPECIALLY GAMES. Like i dunno how play Uno meh? On thursday i won very early twice wad, and no doubt it was luck. So why must he tell me what to do? GRR
Then when i was saying grace during recess i was like praying that anger will not overcome me. So, i choosed to avoid him to prevent myself from being angry. BTW, he has many serious problems, that make many people dislike him. Maybe during KOREF i really treated him as a good friend.
He's being very sticky, wherever i go, he will go. When i talk to this friend, he will come and try to get into the conversation. Even talking about cell group matters then he will suddenly come and ask u all toking about wad? Then i said is about cell. Then he will say chey cell... Say chey for wad?
Then got one time in term 3 i got freaked out when he asked me 'for example, if you love another guy that looks like a girl a lot, will you change your sex for him?'
I was like stunned. WTH. A guy that looked like a gal... just guess who is that. WTH. I think i took 3 seconds to say NO... Then i just tell him i will KNOCK MY HEAD and TRY TO BE STRAIGHT. Then dunno why he was like huh?
What is he thinking man? I SERIOUSLY DUNNO. Was he saying himself? Then why he want to ask this kind of boliao question? WTH. It's scary to hang out with him alr...
That time i was too afraid to blog about this. But now i want clear this out.
Im starting to worry about EP... i dun wan to sit with him anymore. But i scared he sensed sth. Anyone help?
I cant even sit with him if he is straight cuz of his 'proudness'. Pls dun tell him about it. PLS.
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Change subject... Today morning have to go school with my mother cuz got briefing about the China trip. I was moody that time. After the briefing, we went to tampines interchange there to eat. I dun wan to eat, but my mom say have to eat before the flu jab. Then i was like sian sian go buy tao huay eat. Then my mom see me moody then scolded me -.- Say i was not interested to go China things like that. Actually i was, but now ok alr. Go China then go lor.
Went to family clinic for flu jab. Bought motion sickness(i have sadly) pills and also diarhoea pills. Bought winter clothing that sums up to $376. WOW. Bought Giordano jeans. Was feeling headache cuz of the smell of the jeans and also the carpet. I always got problem one la... Then my mom wanted to continue shopping, so i took 2 big bags and went home. 3 hours. WOAH. Dun like shopping. AND I DUN LIKE COLD WEATHER! MAYBE NEGATIVE DEGREES THERE! Better give me snow from all that torture... I never see snow be4 lol. I serious hate cold weather. I want to go Australia cuz its summer. Or the best, stay in Singapore. I LOVE SINGAPORE. WOOHOO! -.-
Got church later. Let the Holy Spirit come :)
Hope today will have a great service.
Cant go jogging tml!!! AAA. Cuz of the flu jab. Non sense la...
I want to blog or go msn in China... Hope during the homestay can use my buddy's com. Later all chinese -.-
Ok that's all. Yiren want me talk to him LOL.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
Impossible is Nothing...
我向前走 低著头 眼泪不停向後流
一直走 不回头 希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿 希望都落空 我仍相信 其实你懂我
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我向前走 抬起頭 擦掉眼淚向前走
一直走 不回头 希望你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍 希望都实现 我仍相信 其实你懂我...
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Saying out something i have learnt...
Not knowing what i have done...
Went back...
Didnt know what to do...
I shall not dwell on it. Anger shall not overcome me.
When Rashid, Geng Hao and I were buying presents, they keep adding salt to my wound. Keep pestering me. Dote on me? LOL that's so wrong.
Took Rashid's malay assessment book, changed the names of the people in a passage. Then things turned out all wrong. Very wrong..
Im beginning to take back my words about maturity... It's not working out this way.
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It's no surprise i won't be here tomorrow,
I can't believe that i stayed till today,
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow,
But i know in time we'll find this was no surprise...
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Dentist today, was late. Despite being late for 30min, i have to wait for another 30min. Then finished in 10mins. Put 2 'springs' inside. WOW so tight.
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Everything's gonna be alright,
Cuz you are in My life.
You have blown me away,
All of my troubles, all of my life i give it to you my King...
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Things gonna turn out alright. Stop being so paranoid and pessimistic.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
BLAH BLAH HAHA
His Armband Proved He Was A Red TORRES TORRES,
You'll Never Walk Alone it said TORRES TORRES,
We Bought The Lad From Sunny Spain,
He Gets The Ball He Scores Again,
FERNANDO TORRES, LIVERPOOL'S NUMBER NINE.
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Got back the results slip, got 77.4% Without Malay wil be 77.5%. That time when Liverpool lost to Chelsea i said i will eliminate all Chelsea fans... And i did it! Pawan, Zul and ANDERSON, [United's midfield magician (just jk)]... I won Anderson! Chelsea fans eliminated! WOOHOO!
Talked to Benedict for very long recently. I tot he is the non-emotional type, but then he replied me thanks and a smiley face. LOLLOL.
Feeling quite happy... Dunno and no need to know why :) Cuz its goooood...
Contributed to class team score from the Sudoku Challenge thingy. Got free junk food. YAY. But is cheapskate de... bought in bulk. Love the OREO :)
Btw,
I noe i shouldn't be putting this, im not a Man Utd fan, but in case u are wondering what i meant by the other Anderson, the man u guy, well...this is the other Anderson-.- It is advisable to listen only 30sec... Super not nice... Torres song much nicer rite? (DUH) :)
Jit Wei and Keith taught me this song LOL. But I not Judas! Liverpool 4eva!
During CCA i was so tired, from yesterday's 'marathon'. Just to exaggerate to sound it as very tiring. During CCA, theres this activity where we have to group in pairs, when me and Leon(junior) are doing it, we couldn't stop laughing, and 2 groups from the other team overtook us LOL. The coach thinks he very tua and asks us to do 100 push-ups. Of course slack one la, but still tiring cuz its 100.
Then, the coach want us do ONE MORE TIME -.- So i tried to stop laughing and encourage him by saying jiayou jiayou to him like that. Then the coach at the last part say, if the other group overtake us then we must do another 100 pumping. And the group is just beside us LOL. So we chionged like mad. Phew... Saved.
Super tiring after CCA... Bought dinner, sat on the floor and eat. My legs cannot even tahan sitting down, so i have to straighten my legs.
Singapore Idol results at 10... now abt 9.45. Still dunno who to support. So anyone out oso dun care LOL. But if the person performs well and he or she gets eliminated then abit not fair la...
Ok done... Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I NEED ANOTHER MIRACLE
Life is so demanding. During exams, i was like wishing exams will end quickly so i can have fun. After exams, i feel bored, and im just staring at the com. C'mon, com is one of the most advanced technologies in the world, theres billions of websites to go, and i feel bored. WOW?
Instead of watching some horror shows or sth like that, we watched Mind Your Language in class... WOW how entertaining is that. May be nice to other ppl la.. :(
25min in 4.3km... Ran with a breathing rhythm. First time trying that. Not bad... not so tiring.
God, i need a miracle to help my friends. Different friends have different problems, and hope you will help me deal with them accordingly. Some needs freedom, some needs thinking, some needs joy, some needs comfort.
In conclusion, ALL NEEDS YOU GOD, including me.
Love makes the world grow round, and dun let the devil overcome you by putting hatred in your hearts. Trust and believe.
What's wrong with exam results? Does this minor thing needs anger to overcome oneself?
Am i just ACTING mature? I want to have a heart as innocent as a child and a body like an adult. What do i need actually... (heart and soul that trusts in God is enough)
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Daughtry songs are nice, i like No Surprise.
I like One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks.
I like songs with wonderful lyrics, and emo melodies... What do i like actually... (I dunno, random songs that i listen)
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I act as if i can tell someone from good or bad, and to lead them into the correct path. But what do i know actually... (NOTHING)
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I learn guitar to escape from wushu. Learning it without liking it. But i sort of like it now. But what do i want actually... (Piano, soccer)
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Life is full of contradictions and mistakes, so LIVE WITH IT.
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OOOH OK...
Got 30/50 for my SS. WOOHOO! 12/25 for SBQ (i always sucked at that) and 18/25 for SEQ(Dun have linking statements? WTH)
So, Combined Humanities got 66%, B3. I used to get A2, so dropped a grade. But i possess no feelings, all numb inside.
So, numbness was overcomed by Bio results. Wrote a whole bunch of crap for the Bio essay, and unexpectedly, i got the joint-highest with Geng Hao. LOOOOL. Feel like laughing man. Then for the whole paper, i got 76%. Phew... A1 at last :)
It's ok Kristine... You will get top next year, but maybe a few perverted ones in our class topping tests on Reproduction in Animals :D
After that, 'NEXT!' Me and Pawan did that from mon... After getting back every subject then "NEXT!' ZZ my way of expressing stuff sucks...
So, 'next' was English. Got back my summary. First time got 15 points from summary. But there are actually 21 points LOL. I got 18 of them. So, summary got 18.5/25, cuz of the language section. 3.5/10. No one got above 6 for language. Crazy...
Suddenly, Rashid wanted to eat when i already planned to dabao home. Winifred came along as she had a dental appointment. Went to 201 coffee shop. Decided not to dabao home and bought a waffle instead. Was quite quiet throughout...
Went home, on-ed or switched on the com. Blog-hopping. Came across a very very cool blog on Sunday. I can look at that blog for several hours, cuz the way of expressing feelings is super nice.. A very famous celebrity... Learned many 'secrets' about her.. But some posts her posts are like mine... emo emo one LOL. I not so liao rite?
Seeing my results, just know that life is full of surprises, whether good or bad, so just LIVE WITH IT.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Monday, October 26, 2009
THANKS FOR THE MIRACLES!!!
Praise God for giving me wonderful marks!!!
Chem: 90/100 A1
Phy: 82/100 A1
E Maths: 135/140 97% A1
A Maths: 83/100 A1
E Geog: 36/50 72% A2
Distinctions!!! WOOHOO!!!
Will be getting back Bio and SS!!! Chances of getting distinctions very low...
Also hope that my English and Chinese can get B3 overall...
Me, Kristine, Geng Hao, Rashid, Jun Jie went to Liting's condo Savannah condopark.
Thanks Liting for letting us go to your condo!!! :D
Had many wonderful memories there...
1st time there: Took shuttle bus there. Went to block 39, 8th floor, Benedict's house. Played electronic games there. When it was time to go, Me, Benedict, Jian Jun, Vernon, Keith (all i can remember, and Jit Wei wasn't there yet) rushed to the Hippo pool to catch the shuttle bus. We were almost late, and we chionged there. Then Jian Jun slipped and fell, Pretty hard. LOL.
Went there more often since then. IPW, play PS2, play soccer, played Wii (sec2), played bowling, went Christmas parties, barbeque, and even also to slack be4 going to CCA. I think i went there 50 times in sec1 and 2? LOL. But this year, i went to Savannah (from Ben) only TWICE :(
So i was really happy when Liting invited us to come to her condo.. Played bowling, got an unexpected 110 points! WA... But the bowling lanes always got prob, as usual. Think Keith that time throw the ball on the floor and cause a dent. LOL.
Today a resident from the other lane told Rashid not to practically throw the bowling ball onto the floor, cuz will damage the floor. Then Rashid was pissed off LOL.
Went to the playground. Pull up, only can lift myself 10cm -.- Wait until im 15? LOL. 1 more month exactly only. And when im in China. Speaking of that, so sian.
Hope Ben can invite me go his house for Christmas. :)
Liverpool won Man Utd!!! How can i say that i want them to lose? I feeling so bad now. I must always trust in them.
Had a dreadful night last night. -.-
The Liverpool match ended at 12, then after the match i have a serious headache. Went to bed at 12.20. Then cant sleep. Till 1am. Then i managed to sleep despite my headache, but only for 45min. Mosquitoes began biting me, and my hands were super itchy. 1.45 only??!!
With my headache+mosquito bites, i decided to on the air-con. Still cannot at first, but then at ard 2.30, i managed to sleep.
So for this 2hr ++, it was super torturing la. But i think i had some quality sleep, im still not feeling tired despite sleep for 4hr+ Praise God.
Someone asked me some questions that made me really speechless. Made me remember of something that will be stuck in my heart forever... So regretful. Sorryyyyyyyyyy.
Make those unwanted memories as a lesson to you, and live with it.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
You'll Never Walk Alone
Liverpool vs Man Utd. Was so pissed that my Torres, Glen Johnson and Gerrard cant play against Man Utd in my PSP. So similar to real life...
1st time, i lost 2-4. 2nd time, i played Gerrard, Torres and Glen Johnson despite their fitness levels and lost 0-3. I was playing the super hard difficulty mode but it was more challenging this way. I was practically scolding my PSP and my virtual players. So fed up with these minor things. I can say that liverpool results are directly proportional to my mood.
Btw, i feel that Liverpool should really lose today. I actually want them to lose. Sorry, but that's the only way that will make Liverpool change and shape in a better way. That's how life goes. My former idol Michael Owen is in the rival team. Whether i accept it or not thats how life goes. So live with it...
I want to protest against Tom Hicks and George Gillett too... Really hate them for making Liverpool go into debts.
1 week passed, haven played soccer with my sec2 friends yet. Even the 'rare' 3r1 badminton outing was cancelled. Total boredom. For the first time, i was lazy to go running today. Planned to go running in the evening. I want to run, but i want to run chasing for a soccer ball and dribbling with it.
O'Levels Chinese? China trip? The BORING holidays? Im not looking forward to all of them. Every single day is boring right now.
I think im beginning to realise why the world will end. Even mankind, the rulers of Earth, is beginning to hate life here. Im a ruler? oh nonono... Just a young, small teenager, oops... i mean, young, small, baby faced KID.
It will be such a waste if i cant accomplish what i want to do be4 the world ends. But that's life.
Life
Is
Very
Easy?
Y
O
U
R
Life
Is
F******
Easy...
This is life, so live with it.
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
The world will never be the same...
I really want to thank and praise God for making me anointed and return back to Him. Cell and church today made me return to reality.
Heard a very good sermon by Pastor Tan... Short but meaningful, so service ended in time :)
Thanks Aaron for treating the cell group Subway cookies today... Luckily i asked the cashier 3 times about the price of the cookies. From $11.60 to $8.70 -.- Cashier so gundu.
Went home watched ending of Boys Over Flowers. Watched new Taiwanese idol drama at 9.30 called Momo Love. Adapted from Japan's manga "Momoka Typhoon". Nice storyline. Quite cheesy too -.-
I want outings that doesn't cost money. I totally disagree with Rashid that only the air is free in Singapore. Feeling so discouraged. Want life without sports? Welcome to my world.
I seriously dun feel fun during the outings. Cloudy with a chance of meatballs, Aliens in the Attic, Harry Potter, Swensens, Just Acia, Hei Sushi (reject), Bowling, Cycling (treat). Soccer, Running, Playing electronic games. Can see the difference?
All these money totalled, is MUCH MORE than what i have spent for the previous 2 years.
Cant adapt to the present, to the reality that i must face. Miss my sec 2 friends...
Sorry to 3r1. I dun really fit in to this class.
If u ask me, would i rather be stupider, dun care (so much) about studies, go to 3r2, be hated by some 3r1 people? I would say a big YES.
So what. If i can have fun to the max, then i dun mind.
I also dunno which group of people am i blogging to. People seeing this are mostly 3r1. Ugh, never mind.
Adapt to the present. This is life, so live with it...
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Why am I like that
What's life after exams? Boring.
Are problems solved after exams? No.
Are promises made and fulfilled? No.
Why am i having mood swings all the time? Puberty? No. My heart is just empty, and i dun wan that. Taiwanese idol dramas really ruin my life. I dun think i will watch these kind of shows anymore, even though i like them. It's killing me.
Why am i backsliding? It's not because it's after exams and im having fun, and i forget about God. Yes, i forget God for many moments after exams, but there's no reason to it.
Forgotten? Outcasted? I dun care about these things 1st. I need to get my heart back. I need to get back into reality.
Anyone? Someone? No. No one. No one? Maybe some.
Why am I like that? Why so many questions? Why, why, why.
Forgotten, broken, criticism, anger, failure, blame. Practical life.
I want God. back. soon.
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
PEAsed(PISSED)
The Post Exam Activities are total crap. Yesterday we have some dance and guitar performances, not to mention a lecture.
Today was some talks. For sec3s we had anger management talks, which made me even more angrier after the talk, and also the Canadian teacher telling us her experience when she did a marathon at the Sahara Desert.
It's not that these performances and talks aren't good, it's just that PEAs are supposed to let us relax after the exams, thats why its called POST EXAM activities. At least, let the students interact with each other -.-
CCA sucks. The wushu jersey totally failed, there was no front logo and only a back logo. ALL MY FAULT. What to do, i suck and i am so forgetful, but i am the captain. WHOA, captain ar... SO? BIG DEAL. AN IRRESPONSIBLE CAPTAIN. BUT I JUST CANT QUIT LIKE THAT RITE. WHY AM I LIKE THAT? I also get so tensed up when teacher asked me to do stuff. I have to send messages to 40+ ppl telling them that theres training, only to see 3/4 came. You think i want to go training issit? Im not like Jing Yi and Timothy Bay, who are so enthu.
Have to get my mood back. Or else i will get dao-ed. Talked less than 30 words today. COOL. Bye.
~Yea wadeva~
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Monday, October 19, 2009
CRAZE
LOL love all this songs... plus all the songs that i have posted be4. Pls listen and see the video! This show so nice!!! XD
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Savage Girlfriend...
野蠻女友!!
Just watched finsh a Taiwanese idol drama called 櫻野3加1... feeling empty as usual :( The story so touching. The ending sort of sucked too.
Yesterday went to church and bible study. At first i no mood and very sleepy one, then church made me sort of bring me back to reality, cuz i was so engrossed in the show. But then today, i watched finished the show then watched a lot of behind the drama scenes... Spent about 5hrs at that LOL. I start to feel empty inside. And that show was in 2007. Fated to Love You is in 2008. I dam lag la.
But then theres another show called Take Care Of You, Accompanied By The Lights. Haven come out yet, and i not sure if its nice. Cuz the show was taken in China -.-
AAA save me from the emptiness!!!
Thanks Kristine and Cynthia for yesterday's soccer highlights... Liverpool lost... again. 3 consecutive losses. Inverse proportion for my results? Maybe...
Got F1! Go Kimi!
Want to watch more shows... Boys Over Flowers, watched in Channel U and is about to end soon, so i dun bother to see the first few episodes...
No cable channels... So bored. Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Friday, October 16, 2009
Thank God It's Over...
I wanna thank those people who have helped me during the exams. Jasper, Rashid, Geng Hao, Yi Ren, Winifred, Hui Yi and also my cell members and cell leader Ailin. Especially Jasper, he helped me a lot :)
Exams over! These are the unlikely A subjects:
1) English
2) Higher Chinese
3) Biology
Combined Humanities i not very sure. Didn't do well for SS. Just hoping to get 75% only. Malay included, die. Want get A.
Yay, finally can watch my shows and play my games!
Thank God for this MIRACLE!
Lol a short post, want to chiong watching my show now. Bye!
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
I NEED TO STOP TIME...
so that i can study more. 平时不烧香，急着抱佛脚。
These words are in my HCL test -.- Directly impacted on me. Was like diao when i reading the paragraph. Then oso got wad, burn midnight oil affects health, and must study regularly.
But there's another phrase: 学习效率的好坏不在于量，而在于质。 means u must study with quality time, concentrate throughout, and not studying 10 hrs that only have the effect of 5 hours.
Saturday and Sunday... like sort of wasted, although these are the days that i accomplished the most things this year. Because last minute panic wad. Chem, i took a few hours of Thurs, Fri and Sat. Physics, Sat and Sun. And i didn't finish studying every single thing. Maybe gonna do Chem TYS later. Wait, its not maybe is MUST -.- So idiotic.
Subjects which are impossible to get A1 now: Physics, Biology, E Geog(must see SS).
Gone case.
I think this is the worst EOY in my life. Living the days like i was in Pri 6, the PSLE period. Just read through textbook and files that time, and didnt memorise anything. At least now got improved la, but for sec sch standard, cannot.
England lost to Ukraine... Fabio Capello should play David James from the start...
Dun like Gerrard playing wing.
Where's my LAME law? It's gone, to both of my Maths tests. 0-2, 20/20. 0-2, 20/20.
I think i just aim to get 75% overall now. Top 10 no more.
I want talk about Job. I remember i played soccer with Cornerstone friends, then there's this guy the jersey name is Job. At first i dunno why he called Job, and that time i dunno who's Job, so i pronounced it as the working that kind of Job. u noe, JAWB. So paiseh, somemore i Christian. And now, i still dunno why he called himself Job. I think is maybe of his faithfulness in God. It's really tough being Job u noe, living so many years of suffering, but then to get 140 years of paradise. I counted, he got 13 kinds of illnesses. And also, his business, his 10 children, all gone. So xin ku la...
加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油
我要停笔了。堆积如山的书本正等着我去读呢！
祝你
学业进步
身体健康
你不会只有你一个人走路的！ LOL lazy change back English... Bye.
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Friday, October 9, 2009
Just keep walking with ur head up high
... And u will see ur path right in front of ur eyes.
This song very nice, inspirational to me. The chorus at first is actually about a gal always putting her head down crying. Then after that, the chorus changed to a happier tune and the lyrics changed to the gal wiping her tears, and walking with her head up high. Although that is not the main idea of the song, it seems like that to me. Everything have a different perspective. It depends on how u look at it, isn't it.
"The Impossible Dream"... introduced to me by Cynthia... Nice lyrics.
SS. Wrote crap for the role of people essay. Completely forgotten the linking statements, and wrote my own. SBQ, my inference, my comparison, and my cross references are all crap too.
E Maths. At first stucked at many questions, then my mind suddenly cleared, thanks to God. Just have a $&+&n!c dream the night before. Now i realised what the dream is signaling to me. Thought it was some scary dream that was going to come through, but Praise the Lord :)
English, wrote some Christianity stuff for the essay, and i really hope the marker will be a Christian. If is not then i die liao. Later say my whole thing not relevant topic. But Christianity is INDEED relevant to happiness.
Paper 2, rain on my paper. Winnie got some problem. She looked depressed, but she still called me gal gal after that -.-
Higher Chinese. Compo and letter writing was fine, but i dunno why people think its hard. Paper 2 was then hard. Every ci yu in the xuan ci tian kong most all i dunno one. Might minus 10+ marks there alr.
Paper ended 6.45. Chionged to Yamaha and reached there at 7.10. Then when i enter the class, then there's this adult 'classmate' said to me i looked tall when i am wearing school uniform -.- Then there's this sec2 'classmate' who is taller than me (DUH) said INSULT. LOL. Actually quite happy when the woman classmate said that to me. Im the shortest in the class i think (DUH again) -.-
Missed last episode of Avatar. NVM... Huiyen reminded me of Ying Ye3+1 in her blog!! AARGH!! Cant... resist... temptation... REN-ed for 2 weeks alr. 6 more days to go. But i doubt i can really enjoy after my exams when my mom said after exams, must plan your time for O'levels alr -.- WTH. Is life all about studying? Even a gal smarter than me said no.
Farhan out of Singapore Idol... No more talent for the guys already. It's gonna be a Miss Singapore... IDOL. LOL
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Tomorrow's the Big Day
LOL. funny video. Just For Laughs.
Tml, SS and E Maths Paper 1. I focused more on SS the past few days, and i also didn't prepare much for SBQs. I think Ms Cheryl Tan is a very good teacher :)
School, boring. 1st lesson E Maths, the Do Nothing period. Bio, going through answers. Chem, going through answers and next half of the lesson is Do Nothing period... Got 42/50 for my Chinese test. Dam happy, my summary improved alot.
A Maths, shifted tables for the exams, and i was shifted to the back -.- Got back the thank you cards, and im really surprised so many people wrote for me. Thank you all :)
Physics, went through answers, again. 3 sciences all the same.
English, went through answers for compre and summary. Didn't do the summary, and the compre answers alot different from mine. DIE.
Got to go memorise SS essays. Wish everyone good luck in your studies :)
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Monday, October 5, 2009
I will SHINE for You...
"A successful person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him."
"Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it."
Begin it. I dream i can do it, but i didn't begin it. START NOW.
I'll never gonna give up. But SS is seriously too boring. Even worse for physics. Just remembered of Transfer of Heat Energy chapter and also Biology's Nutrition in Animals and Plants. SIAN.
For mid-year, i studied Chem in just one day. After an exam before Chem, went home, took out Ms Tia's notes and textbook, and began to study. Breaks in between... Until 10pm, went to sleep. Next morning, Chem exam. In the end, what happened? PURE LUCK.
Dun think it can happen this time. Mid year is only half. The most, i need 2 full days to complete a subject. Haven even started writing notes yet... Im gonna die for E Geog man...
Wonder how everyone copes... Everyone like started studying during the prehistoric times, while im studying in 2009. October 2009. Exact date? I dunno. Definitely not now.
I've been blogging so much on studies. And i haven even started studying yet.
Today, school. So sleepy. Chem period no hope. The teacher very sarcastic. There was once where someone asked a chem question, then Mrs Raja was like, "Like that also don't know? C'mon think think!" Then today, she said, "Dun be afraid to ask questions. C'mon ask ask!"
LOL the content is there la... She like contradicting lor. Today went through Chem MYE answers which i haven do finish yet... She is always going through answers. Chem workbook, Chem tests, Chem notes or worksheets, Chem past year papers. WTH
Higher Chinese. Went through the format of letter writing, then slept for 5 mins. Sleep broken when Eric wanted to borrow scissors. Then about 3 mins later, Hui Yi wanted to borrow scissors too -.-
Bio. Got the test back. Alot of people got A1. And i got 29.5/40. Half mark to A1. Pathetic.
E Maths and A Maths periods, aka the greatest time of the day. Got back E Maths and A Maths papers. Full marks! Always scared that what i've got now will not be what i will get for EOY.
Teacher told us about Appreciation, and she said that some people treat the thank you cards thing as a joke. Just when i realised that Zul used MY NAME, to write to Andreas. No, to DRAW to Andreas something about Chewbacca. I think teacher must have thought it was me. SIAN. Luckily Zul wrote a sorry letter to Mrs Wee.
Speaking of Zul, next time i shouldn't be so kind to people already. On Thursday, i kindly lent him $12 for the school magazine and stuff. Friday, he paid me back $5. -.- Nvm, i told him to pay me back the rest on Monday, which is today. Today, he returned me $5 -.- In case u just failed your maths, he still owe me a $%^%^&%*$% $2. Treated my kindness for granted. Not saying i very stingy, but you think he can do the same to Yiren, who is collecting the money? -.-'' He better pay me back tml.
Last time, this guy slipped and fell down. And it is that kind of fall down then very paiseh one. That time not many people was there, and so not to let people know that he has fell down, i didnt want to attract attention and just pulled him up and just whispered you ok anot that kind of thing. I think a lot of people will either be laughing, or will like 'run' towards the person and 'shout' YOU OK ANOT HUH? Its dam embarrassing one la. I think that guy knew what i did for him.
That one good right? HOWEVER, (like SS) there were some cases where being kind is not really good.
Last time, there's this guy, (another guy la, cant say names) who is well-hated(?) by many people. And so not to let this guy feel sad, I tried to make friends with him. And i realised that once i talked to him, everyone was like avoiding me. Im like, WTH?! I think now still the same. Although i also quite dun like him, but i choose not to avoid him. So, this person can suddenly come and talk to me, then when this guy comes, that person like suddenly ZAO.
So, is being kind good? I dunno. Can i create a word called overkindness?
Wrote so much, have to study. Maybe study only. Hope i will not get distracted. Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Sunday, October 4, 2009
Everything's possible...
Matthew 19:27 ... With men, this is impossible. But with God, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. With God. YAY YAHWEH YOW.
Church yesterday, felt a little presence of Holy Spirit, that's all. No mood. Why?
SS not done studying yet... Aging population sucks... Dun feel like reading through that. I dun even have the model essay for qn 6.
E Maths, quite confident. Only that i take a looong time to figure out how solve properties of circles qns. My Profit & Cost chapter totally forgotten alr. Matrices too...
English Chinese, dun bother to do assessments, and forgotten how write letter wring for English.
So many things to study. Instead of having more time to study, i wish it will be over soon. Dun care anymore.
At least i have aim in studying: get $500 Edusave Scholarship. But that's totally a dream if i dun buck up now...
100 sit ups in 90secs...
Watched a lot of spoilers of Boys Over Flowers. Cant wait for exams to end. Drama marathon after exams.
'Keep forgetting to forget about you'... Found this in Rashid's blog. SO SO TRUE. The you refers to SO MANY things. Or person -.-
SS today for me, i think... Done all the e maths paper 1, quite easy leh. Over confidence building up...
Kimi Raikkonen 5th in starting grid. Not bad... If he goes to McLaren then good lor.
Liverpool vs Chelsea today!!! 10.55pm. So what? I can't watch. My passion for soccer dying if i dun save it now.
Singtel? Starhub? Why not just both? YOW.
2nd idol after exams la. Sian alr. Bye.
~That's All FOlks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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Saturday, October 3, 2009
I Dreamed A Dream...
Jia you, christon. Dunno why i cant study since term 3. Since CA2, it seems that i cant finish studying every subject. Got to persevere.
1st idol: Jian Jun.
In Sec1, he was simply so immature and childish. Likes to play jokes on other people and very naughty. many people did not like him in Sec1. I even deleted his contact from my phone. To that extent, u noe. During the class chalet in 2007, i sort of became very angry at him. I think during that time, he realised that many people did not liked him.
Sec2, he changed a lot. Tried not to tease people, tried to understand other people's feelings. During mid-year, i put his contact back into my phone.LOL. That's not the main point. But, he really made me realised that one person can change so much just because of people's views.
I think he really can change his attitude and conduct to suit other people. Really respected him a lot. He also tried to be a Christian, but failed -.- Jiayou.
Another minor reason why he's my idol is becuz hes tall. 1.78m. Going to 1.8m. LOL
Coming up... 2nd idol... In the next post.
Btw, this is my 100th post. LOL
That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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