HARD WORK DOESN'T PAY OFF...
Ok, lately, i had some incidents where whatever that i did, i dun get credit. Not say i want credit la, but i just want ppl to noe that i have at least done something. Recently, the things that i do tgt is only them who got the credit and my name is not only on it. WTF? And so wad if all my tests got high marks? I got full marks and got A1 but in still in my mother's eyes, I'm only a lazy and addicted to gaming person. Now u noe y life sucks. Dun tell me my grades just fall fromn the sky?
Not surprisingly, i have more things to add. About being suay. I dun get what i wanted every single time. It's like, when I want to be tall, i'll be short. When i dun want to have an older brother, i was given an older brother. If i have a kind and caring older brother, then it'll be good. But i have one that is always bullying me since small. Why can't he be like Candace, where everytime her younger brother created havoc but doesn't get "busted", but still cares for her younger brothers? And why can't my mother be like Yiren's, where she thinks that studying is not the priority? I want to like studying you noe, or 'fall in love' with studying. I think if my mom is like his, then i can be at the podium everytime lor. Sec 1 and 2 also not like that. But then why must she be like that when im in sec 3. If during o lvl then i die alr lor. When everytime i did badly for my test, she will always reprimand me and ask me to do more assessments. Whereas for Yiren's mom, she will be encouraging and not scold him at least. WHY?! WHY SO SUAY??!!
I HAD ENOUGH!
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