CRAZY CHRISTON
Still remember we were playing some ice breaker games during our few weeks in sec 3... Dunno got wad Gentle Gim Hui all these things... Then rmb some enthu people put their ones on msn -.- Time passed so fast.
So pissed with everything, and i dunno why suddenly i have this kind of attitude. Cant do anything i pleases, as a child. But hey, im a teen now, no more a child. Teens cant do what we want? And i still have this baby face that makes me look like primary student. It's not like i want to be good-looking or wad, but at least let my face 'resembles' my age can? If not then put me back in primary school la. Studying was such a breeze last time.
I cant remember when i started studying for EOY last year. But should be earlier than me studying now. Anyway, im not even studying yet. So, im laggin like siao. But so wad? It's like, our aim for coming to this world is to stuff our heads with information and not to have peace joy and laughter? Maybe when grow up u will find happiness, but what about a baby faced "primary student" like me? Anyway, grow up. GROW UP? Im sec 3, and it looks like im a guy with no puberty. Not even a guy. A KID.
There's this HCL compre exercise that cher gave me, and the passage stated about this guy read books like siao, then grow up go write books, write until like siao... something like that. And this guy said that the world is so big, and there's no such thing as limited information in ur brain. Is this guy bonkers? He wan be smart and be outstanding isit? Sorry it doesnt work for me. I rather be a normal boy, or what it calls a plain jane, for a girl.
I have some serious mood swings. I even got super pissed at mediacorp when ytd's fairly oddparents was repeated from last week, and Fated To Love You, they cut some scenes which were the nicest. GRR
Try to be patient... Im patient enough already ok Rashid? Patient for 2years. Waiting for an answer from God. Or is it im not worthy enough? I pray to God nowadays with no sincerity, cuz im on the verge of giving up.
In sec 3, my patience really reaches up to the maximum limit. BOILING POINT. Some people, decided to call me a girl. Im already pissed up being like a small kid, and a bigger insult comes straight to me in the face. U think i want it issit? Will u be happy if i call u something worse than that? HUH? U got a bigger and more serious disease than me and u choose to insult me? Maybe u dun think that u're insulting me, but STOP, ok?
I really have to be patient again. It's a really big test for me, and there is no such situation that God has given to you and u cant handle. I'll try to overcome it.
I think i always sign off with You'll Never Walk Alone, telling other people there is always god walking beside you, but i think this message is for ME.
~That's All Folks.~
~CHRISTON, YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.~
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