Why am I like that
What's life after exams? Boring.
Are problems solved after exams? No.
Are promises made and fulfilled? No.
Why am i having mood swings all the time? Puberty? No. My heart is just empty, and i dun wan that. Taiwanese idol dramas really ruin my life. I dun think i will watch these kind of shows anymore, even though i like them. It's killing me.
Why am i backsliding? It's not because it's after exams and im having fun, and i forget about God. Yes, i forget God for many moments after exams, but there's no reason to it.
Forgotten? Outcasted? I dun care about these things 1st. I need to get my heart back. I need to get back into reality.
Anyone? Someone? No. No one. No one? Maybe some.
Why am I like that? Why so many questions? Why, why, why.
Forgotten, broken, criticism, anger, failure, blame. Practical life.
I want God. back. soon.
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