~A Note To God: Can I Have A MIRACLE?~

MIRACLE

1.an effect or extraordinary event in the physical world that surpasses all known human or natural powers and is ascribed to a supernatural cause

2.such an effect or event manifesting or considered as a work of God

3.a wonder; marvel

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

LAST DAY.

of freedom. Tml is the New Year. yay. yay.

But maybe, maybe for once, i anticipate school. cuz i've been so bad and irresponsible during the holidays.
Lesson learnt: Even if u dun wan to drink water, check if still got water. If dun have, BOIL.

Got scolded today. My fault actually. Then feel so guilty of using the com.

Arsenal won! They rock! Liverpool rock more!
RAMSEY!

Like their style of play. Liverpool should learn from them. Benitez should learn from Wenger. In terms of buying the right players.

The o lvl chinese results are getting closer. And i CONFIRM. Got a B.

I knew it from the time when there is intensive lessons during EP. I only practiced alot for my weakness, which is 选词填空, and i neglected my (oso not very good but better than the rest) 'strength', which is comprehension.

For the o lvl's, the compre all thinking qn ones, and i flop. Then my weakness got 7/10, which improved la.

I dun expect a miracle to get an A. I dun deserve it. Yiren deserves it. Alot more than me,

Anyway, want to thank him for his encouragement. Although i prefer to just 静一静 and figure it out myself.

Long distance running rox!

Although u will get muscle aches the next day, or ur legs will just suddenly give away and bend while walking (SCREW THEM), it's very good for you mentally.

When running, you can think of alot of things, and maybe by the time u finish running 4km or sth, u alr got ur mind straight.

My running track is shaped like a curvy snake circling around the Bedok reservoir. You can see the opposite of it, which is the Waterworks, and it is very far from my house to there. 2.5km.

But once u start running longer and longer, u will have the kind of satisfaction that u have reached the opposite although its so far, and that pushed you to run to the other opposite, which is the starting line.

I love this kind of mentality, that's why no matter how tired i am when i reached 2.5km, i will have the same amount of energy to run back to the starting line.

Actually, life is just like Bedok Reservoir park.

You know the goal is very far from you, but so long as you start going on the path to the goal, step by step, nothing is impossible. That's why i love the song 'One Step At A Time' and 'Nothing Is Impossible'. LOL

I want to have this mentality throughout my whole life, so that i can accomplish greater things, work for better miracles, pursue impossible dreams.

~We'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 1:27 PM

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

LIFE CHANGING

I want something to change my life...
Some life changing encounter... that will be cool

Went to watch Sherlock Holmes with Genghao, Kristine and Cynthia.
The movie very mysterious, secretive... abit scary at some parts like the Blackwood's 'black magic'.

Blackwood is my idol!!!
Btw, the scary parts are like some HORROR movie. :O

Singapore Idol should just be on Suria... PWNed XD

Heok Heok Heok...

Touched by an Angel belly nice. Very nice. Although sylvia sang better.

HEOK HEOK HEOK.

~You'll Never Walk Alone.~

~This is Anfield.~

~Steven Gerrard 8 rocks!~

Me Want Miracles* 10:19 PM

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Monday, December 28, 2009

Back again?!

You're blogging again?! Why are u so irritating Christon?! Stop means stop la. OMG. You are super irritating Christon i swear.

But im not blogging as much as before now. And i hope *crossing fingers* that nobody sees this blog ever again. Maybe its just for myself to write all my feelings inside.

Or maybe, its a Note To God. LOL Charice -.-

Its MY note to God. COoOoOol.

Post-It-Note: I NEED A MIRACLE

Dear God,

I know i have been a bad boy this holidays. Not doing my homework. Having thoughts of giving up studies. Always using the computer. Doing stupid sins that only stupid people do. God, only u know what i've done, rite?

I know You have forgiven me alr. Long before i sinned. But to me, its not enough. How can i ask from you something when i've done so many wrong things?

Im not a really on-fire person in church. I hardly read the bible, honestly. And im that kind of stone-hearted person. I dun get emotional when i worship You. Well, maybe sometimes. I even sometimes take for granted that You have alr forgiven me. So i keep sinning and sinning.

How can i ask for something now? I want to grow. I really want to grow. I do not want to wait until im 18, before i reach puberty. Even sometimes when i look at myself in the mirror, i dun think this is me.

Everyone says im cute, im innocent, pure. But they are all looking at the outside of me.

Im a totally different person, honestly speaking. And this body of mine, doesn't seem to fit my personality, my thoughts, my feelings.

Can i just be myself? Can You change my body for me?

Miracles will come. Miracles do come. But when? To me, now its the best time for miracles.

I've got this kind of feelings, like if You do this for me, i will even be more on-fire for You.

And i hate this. I know that i have to 1st be on-fire for You, then You will do this for me.

I just sort of cant. I cant do it. I dunno why. But im trying a little harder.

You sort of gave me smaller miracles last time, which made me want to improve my relationship with You.

Ok i dunno wad im toking rite now, so im stopping here.

I just hope i can do more things for You, but i cant even let other people to be saved. I cant even preach to ppl. I cant even invite people to come to church.

So who am I to ask from You to do things for me?

Signing off here.

~You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 4:48 PM

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Monday, December 21, 2009

Sweetheart x8

I think Taiwanese idol dramas can really ruin a person's life. Luckily im watching it 1 episode per week, or else i might not be able to concentrate on studies.

Oh wait. Without watching, i oso wun concentrate on studies. -.-

To me, Hi My Sweetheart is not nice. But thats the whole main point of the show. Only at the last episode then it will be nice. Not sure what i mean? WATCH IT. XD

It's like, after watching so many episodes, i feel sooo angry and sian. Cuz the thing that everyone wants to see is gonna happen at the last few episodes. So, the drama is NICE :)

Watch finish the latest episode. Like become sian sian as usual. SIAN. Im sian of becoming sian sian.

Holidays are gonna end! A torturing year is awaiting me! I dun wan!

How to make full use of my holidays to relax for the time being when there is sooo much homework to do? 饶命啊...

Im gonna tell myself to stop watching idol dramas next year. I really hate myself for following dramas one after another.

Mom at home for 3 days... Homework chionging time.

English letter still dunno how do!

Nvm. Bye.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 7:31 PM

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

WEST MALL

1st time using draft blogger -.- Like no diff oso.

Went cut my hiar in the morning. Cut until super frankenstein! Dunno whether its considered nice... No comments.

Went West Mall with Genghao, Rashid, Liting to see Spore Idol Roadshow.
Saw Sylvia, Sezairi, Tabitha, Charles, Faizal, Duane and Farhan. LOL

Tabitha was 1st to come on stage. At first eveyone thought the main thing was she on stage. But after she came down, fans get to get her autographs and take pictures with her at one side. So crazy fan Rashid wanted to go to that side. After a little hesitation, like 5mins, i decided to go with him. The rest then followed us. It was so up close with her. But we were still at the back.

Then almost our turn. ALMOST la. Then she have to go in the makeup room or sth. According to Rashid, its like a 'dream gone'. No autograph, no picture. No picture with her la, but got alot of random blur of pics from far.

Ok then charles next, then Faizal.
Crazy fan Liting oso want to get his autograph and picture tgt. So when he got off the stage, got super close with him too.
Genghao too the notebook and pen and stuck out his hand towards Faizal, among so many people.
Faizal like buay song, but still sign.
Then, Liting's big moment came. To take picture with him. But when it was her turn, he have to go in the make-up room alr. -_- LOL. Another wasted one. But at least Liting got his autograph, Rashid got nothing -.-
Went to Mac after everything is over. Talked alot of stuff. Rashid reflecting on why his dream is gone. LOL
Talked alot of stuff when we're young. Like childish stuff we do. And also stupid stuff other people do.

Talk talk talk, can talk for 1hr30min -.- By the time it was 6. So we took MRT back home. Squeezy. Talk oso. Then bye.

Good experience today. Like see the idols in real life. I SAW DUANE REAL LIFE!!! OMG OMG -.-_-

Sylvia, be Singapore Idol! But if is not her, oso nvm.
Be Singapore Idol doesn't mean will be more famous or wad.

Look at Chris Daughtry. Adam Lambert. :)

Sian, dun remind me about homework alr.

Is lengthy post good or bad? Tell me leh.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 8:44 PM

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Disappointment

Liverpool lost to Portsmouth 2-0. But so what? DOES THAT MEAN U HAVE TO SAY THE F WORD TO GOD? F U BACK LA.

Why must he blame God for this loss? It's just another setback. It's just another loss.
What you sow, you will reap. Hard work put in, God will see it.

But you really think Liverpool put in hard work? NO.

After the red card, they cant come back from it. They lack in everything. So that's why even teams at the bottom of the table can win them. Im not surprised with the loss.

I cant believe that came out from a Liverpool fan's mouth.

Even my @#$% family members saying Liverpool is lousy. My mom want to noe the results. I noe what will be the outcome. But can i just dao her? no right. If i dun tell her. Then what? become i disrespect her.

After i told her, she like 'HUH? Liverpool so lousy. Play full force still like that.' Actually i got nothing wrong with that. But her way she spoke is like WAKAO. Is not like she noe everything about soccer. She only know Torres and Gerrard, thats all.
Cant they just keep quiet? My bro said i have a bad mood, and I and just deny it and she said 'It's not the end of the world.' WTH? or WTF? 'console'?

If i can, I really want to shout at them.

To Anti-Liverpool people: 'It's not the end of the world (ooo. ooo. OMG. Isn't that just said by my mom? I'm using it back at those people. ooo. ooo.) There are still TENS AND HUNDREDS of seasons for Liverpool to get things right.'

WAKAO. This makes me feel more like supporting Liverpool than giving up on them.

My enemies are my friends. LOSERS.

~You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 10:58 PM

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You need to light up the world, and make a difference

Today's Candlelight Service might be the best service i've had so far.
I really want all my friends can come for this service. But too late... :(

Pastor Kong's wife Sun Ho came. She is an international pop singer. Her song 'Fancy Free' is nice! She came back to celebrate Christmas with her family.

The service started with great Praise and Worship, including Christmas carols.

Then pastor Kong's sermon. Sooo touching. Like 3 touching stories he shared. I am sure that every person in the church sure have tears in their eyes. Im sure.

Then, candlelight time. It's my 1st time having candlelight service, and it was a good 1st one.

All the lights were switched off, and everyone had a candle. It started off with one candle, and then passed on to everyone. Can see from the photos, and theres a video. I used my phone, so its very blur -.-

It's like so cool. It's 100x better than the one in the photos. Can see everyone's flame. The atmosphere very good.

People come to church for the 1st time 80% will get saved from this serviced. Thats how good it is.

I really hope Christmas service will be better or the same, cuz got alot of frens coming. AAA.

Now Liverpool is losing 0-1 to Portsmouth. Lost focus due to Mascherano's red card. The red card quite stupid actually. Should be just yellow.

C'mon Liverpool! Why always like that one?

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 9:42 PM

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ARGHH

Have some problems which are strangely solved.

Theres this st.margarets gal who keeps saying i love you and stuff, who wants to have an outing with the ngee ann china trip ppl. Is like, i dun wan to go actually, but i have to ask the rest of the NAS ppl. So i only asked 3 ppl, and the outing is on monday.

Due to my anti-n2ness i asked that gal to ask someone else in my group. Cuz i only asked 3, then maybe she can plan and organise.
Then, she wanted to cancel the outing, and im very obliged to it.

So, cancelled. Problem solved.

It's like so awkward, having an outing between 2 schools, whom we barely know each other for 2 weeks. And do you think we will talk to each other like we used to? i dunno.
It might be a fail outing.

But i feel very guilty. Nvm, i should think of other problems than this. Like homework.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 1:18 PM

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Friday, December 18, 2009

WHY?!

It just looks like, im fated not to play soccer in my life.

But i shouldn't be asking myself Why life is so unfair, things like that. But even if i ask myself, i just have to accept it, or prove it wrong.

Im sure God will give me a chance to do something i want. Its not like something anti-Christ or something. And i can also do like 'cultural mandate' that kind of thing.

But why is everything in my life, arranged so that i cant play it?! Why in 2009, everything changed?

Country, family background, family, physique, genes (different from physique). Dun mention school and class la, cuz its something i can change. Regardless of that, why?!

No one can stop me from playing it. No one except God.

Remember last week i played soccer for the 1st time? Is with my bro and his frens.

Over there, i've got no one to talk to. Like sort of lonely la. But i want to play. Since my sec2 frens are no longer playing with me, i dun mind. Just find other opportunities, and now, i've finally found one after 1 whole year.
So, this opportunity came, and its gonna be gone.

Its complicated. Dunno how explain oso.

Just why?!?! Im desperate for an answer. Can i still play freely as i want. Does God dun want me to play soccer? Still, why?

In a dilemma. I still dunno if i can play soccer with my brother's friends tml. I dunno if i still have the courage, if i still have the passion for soccer.

~You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 3:26 PM

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POKERFACE

Papapa Pokerface Papa Pokerface

About yesterday... Went to meet Kristine, Jasper and Janet at T mart to eat lunch. I was late. janet later than me.

Go kristine house. The mother so kind, offer us food and drinks.
So we started, then halfway me and Jasper go youtube see Lady Gaga and Taylor Swift.
Lady Gaga is so exotic!

LOL then do blog. Halfway again, dunno Jasper want to watch the Hoedown Throwdown dance stuff. Super lame.
Then i offered to watch Liverpool vs Wigan highlights. Janet and Jasper sian, me and Kristine watch. LOL.

So we blog somemore lame stuff. Pokerface -.-
Ended the blog with that guy died, and i copied one whole chunk of crap from the Strait's Times Orbituaries section. LOL

After that we go watch alot alot of lame stuff. Like Twilight, the last airbender, liverpool, then birthdates of random ppl.

Then Krisitne's maid cooked noodles for us LOL? So we ate. Considered my dinner. So bye.

On the bus with Janet. She played her handphone racing car game. And she epic fail man. the car went over a hump then the car twist and turn and landed on the opponent's car -.-''' LOL. and she is like driving the wrong way because of the twist and turn, then the opponent car and hers collide. FAIL.

So today, got this 'cell' at East Coast early in the morning. When i reached Bedok Interchanged, then i realised i didnt bring the guitar! :O
Went back and take again. It was super late alr. Ok so reach East Coast, play games, sing praise, then every1 have to share a message, and i didnt prepare anything cuz i dunno wad to prepare.

In the end, i managed to share something meaningful. Phew. God's wisdom!!! XD

I suddenly want more people to be saved, to accept Christ. plsplspls...

C'mon! You'll Never Walk Alone!

Me Want Miracles* 2:48 PM

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

It's Not Over...

Yesterday night was considered great, as i can use the com at night too becos i helped my mom sweep the floor -.- The floor at the computer table full of my dust! MY TERRITORY :X

Then i was downloading sth on the com last night, and the estimated time is 2hr 30min. 2 hours passed, and i left my com there, and suddenly, DCed. They say the download time out or sth, and i can see the downloading program behind... '6min left'
ARGHH.

Torrent sucks. Download so slow...

But Torres dun. See the link? XD Ok im not done with ytd, this part leave it for later.

I watched the Badminton SEA Games at 7, and its very exciting to watch. Very long rallies. Singapore won in the end -.-

8.30, watched Brilliant Creatures. Cool.

9, Kingdom of the Cobra, cooler. Especially when the cobra swallowed the rattlesnake.

10, Today at the Games. 1 gold medal by James Wong only -.-

10.30, American's Got Talent. Results show only. AcroDunk should have gone in! :(

11.30, Hotshot. Nice

12, watched 30min of Diminishing Horizons. DIMINISHING -.- Bubble Tea drink

12.30, Surgery Saved My Life. Very touching. This guy the digestive system not working, and they have to transplant a dead person's stomach, pancreas, small intestine, large intestine, bla bla for him. Surpressive drugs to prevent tissue rejection. All bio stuff.

1, buay tahan, didnt watch finish. Sleep.

Woke up. Liverpool won! Ngog and TORRES scored, and Wigan stoppage time goal -.- Always like that. Defence sucked this season, dunno why.

And Rafa put Aquilani and Torres on the bench! Why?!?!

Nvm, a win is still a win. It just took Torres 15min to score, and he is actually fit for that match, so why?!?! At least let him sub out than sub in la.
But he must not get injured again.

I want watch highlights!

Going Kristine's house to do project. I want finish by today. Homework is not going to ruin my holidays! :@

I LOVE THE OREO ADVERTISEMENT! The last part so cute!

ok bye.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 10:33 AM

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Caught in a BAD ROMANCE

Lady Gaga's songs are very very nice, but her image screwed her -.-
If u just plain listen to her songs and dun see her mvs, u will think that the songs rocked.
She is exaggerating herself, with all those weird hairstyle, weird clothes. Why cant be simple like Taylor Swift?

I really dunno what's my aim in life. That is also called 'imaturity thinking', according to my mother.
Im finding it ok.

AND, my mom knows my blog.
If she can already memorise my blog website my heart, i dun care.
I dunno how often she reads it, but i dun care oso. Read then read la.
But it's rather awkward right? Friends can see our blogs freely, but when our parents see it, it's like invasion of privacy.
Like my teen life is disrupted. PROVOKED. DESTROYED. GONE.

U know what im getting at... -.-

I want soccer to be my aim in life. But who ask me to be born in singapore. who ask me to be born as an asian, where majority of them are 170-180cm. who ask ME, to inherit some weird genes, and become a small boy in everybody's eyes.
What can i do besides soccer? It's only studying.
I dunno whats so good about studying. There are more varieties in career only wad.
Why cant i find a unique and special job than all the same old ones?
Ohoh. Im not asking EVERYONE to do that. Just me. WHY CANT I?

My teen life is disrupted. PROVOKED. DESTROYED. GONE.

U know what i mean... -.-

I just know that being in Ngee Ann Secondary School, my whole life totally changed. Actually, since i transferred to Res Swastika, my life has totally changed. But Ngee Ann is worse enough for me.
Worse enough to ruin my aim in life, but career in the future.

But how can i change the direction God has given me? If u dunno what's ahead of you, just trust Him, and it may be 100x or 1000x better than the one you choose.

Mario Balotelli, Yossi Benayoun. Park Ji Sung. Eidur Gudjohnsen. Against all odds, different from all the rest, but could get all they wanted. How nice.

Although Balotelli still got problems with the Italian people. But at least he can get the career he wanted and ignore those insults.

I jsut have to trust God more. Can i get what i want? It's all up to Him. Maybe my life would be better if something really happens on that very day in 2012.

I really need the Holy Spirit on Friday and on Saturday.

And just why some people dun wan go church? Why people dont believe in God? Then who made this world? Who let u live on this planet? ARGHH

Make the best out of your life. But first believe in the One that created you. 饮水思源. remember your roots. remember the creater. remember God.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 11:13 AM

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

TIME FLIES...

when we are enjoying ourselves... And time passes so slowly when we are in school or attending CCA. I want to swop leh...

Going to be the end of holidays already... My holidays are like shorter than the rest, cuz my 2 weeks in China is just like a dream. 1 month of holidays. Still can remember Sentosa trip. Bowling & Cycling outing. Prayer meeting. Churches. iWorship. Soccer (once only :(). And now it comes down to 2 weeks. These 2 weeks becomes homework chionging time. Cant enjoy anymore.

Dunno why in primary school i like Christmas and New Year. I HATE THEM ALR :(

Im sleeping at 1.30 almost everyday. So fun. But when go to school, the most 11.30. Boring.

Yesterday did 1 SS essay, which i think i did wrong. Cuz i referenced from my bro's notes, and the bro's notes essay is about which relations are more impt for Singapore. But the homework is which relations are more crucial for better relationships with other countries for Singapore. Something like that la. My essay still looks wrong. Dun care.

I oso dun care for my English Webquest. Like course for my cousin's university is Business Marketing (Kristine: what is that?! LOL)

Tour Group is 'Beijing Historical 2 days bus tour group' LOL

My parent's hobbies. Shopping (father dun). Sports(mother definitely dun). FAIL

Spent like 2 hours to do 1 day of itenary. Gave up.

I want play some new exciting game, but dun have :(

So my holidays is just wasted like that.

And my neighbour upstairs is like having renovation. The current record is like continuous drilling for 30sec. Like drill non-stop. WTH. But the only good thing is, well i dunno if thats the good thing, but i can shout loudly to myself for no good reason. LOL. Like LALALALALA very loud. So cool :D

I suddenly love Lady Gaga's songs. BAD ROMANCE. JUST DANCE. POKERFACE. TELEPHONE. LOL.

Nothing much to talk about in the holidays. Although i got so much time to blog. But just plain boring. Bye.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 2:17 PM

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Monday, December 14, 2009

Difference between luck and miracles

Luck is due to right things happen at the right time at the right place.

Miracles are given by God for something good to happen.

But, if NO luck + miracles = nothing is gonna work out.

Really. Even if miracles are given like Torres and Aquilani are back from injury. And both plays for Liverpool against Arsenal, the team will still lose.

Even since their luck changed after Glen Johnson's own goal, Liverpool began playing badly, and everyone's morale dipped. The own goal was totally crap. It became worse after Arshavin scored. After the score was 1-2, Liverpool played badly. They had alot of chances, but all wasted. They do the RIGHT things at the wrong place, at the wrong time. Just 1 WRONG, and no luck. And unfortunately, this luck was given to Arsenal.

I was beginning to wonder if im the one being unlucky, cuz ever since i 'watched' soccer, Liverpool sux in the premier league. Or is Liverpool the one being unlucky? Why do i need to go through this?!
So Liverpool lost to Arsenal 1-2. I've really lost hope.
With hope in your hearts? False hope makes me worse.

Just, dun give up Liverpool. Just try harder, and prove luck wrong.

...............

Ok besides all that, today i went to iluma with Rashid to see the Singapore Idol finalists. Actually, we wanted to see Sylvia only. -.- Sezairi, 3 Polo Boys and 3 actresses from new drama 'The Pupil'.
Rashid took epic fail pictures of Sylvia, and we stand until our legs ache. When it ended, we walked past a Singapore Idol bus. Rashid tot that the finalists will get onto the bus so he asked me to wait. So waited for 5-10mins, they didnt come. And the bus drove away. Disappointing day? I've just got no luck. Maybe Rashid too.

Luckily im not that crazy in soccer alr since sec2 (for some @#$%& reason). Last time, when they lose, i cry like crazy. Every big match my teeth will chatter, my legs will shiver when watching the matches. Now, no. And im glad it is that way.

Bad Romance, Just Dance and Pokerface ROCK. LADY GOOGOOGAGA

~You'll Never Walk Alone. Never Give Up, LIVERPOOL. I will always be with you.~

Me Want Miracles* 1:51 AM

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

What is my DREAM?

Can i make it come true?
What can i do to increase the chance of fulfilling my dream?

It's so hard... im so close, yet so far... :(
I NEED A MIRACLE...

Yesterday's church service was great. About dreams. Then ytd was the first time i got slain. It's like, taking a big step forward in my Christian life. But the way i fall down so stupid la... Then i bang my head on the floor LOL.
A Connect Group Leader! :O

Also had a great fellowship after service with me, Yiren, Esther, Tayxi and Natalia. :)

Soccer results ytd are the best!
Man Utd 0-1 Aston Villa
Chelsea 3-3 Everton (Good job Merseysider!)
Wolves 0-1 Tottenham (LOL?)
Bolton 3-3 Man City

So all drop points :) Except Aston Villa -.- But i rather Man Utd lose!

Catch up Liverpool!!! Against Arsenal today :O :( Must win!!!

It's 10am in a Sunday morning, and theres only 2 people (including me) online? LOL

Rashid asked me to go see Sylvia at 2pm -.- Haven ask my parents yet.

I want play soccer again! Hope i can play every weekends...

Phone bill, pls dun burst!!! I cut down alot alr!

Survivor is an idiotic game of backstabbers!

Bye.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 9:54 AM

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Saturday, December 12, 2009

FINALLY

I got to play soccer(real one) for the 1st time in the holidays!!! Today morning, played with my brother's friends and some mats. They see me small then let me be keeper LOL. But 2 games only la, then after i be striker they wa here wa there... But still not very good la. So long never play...
So happy LOL!

Yesterday guitar lesson, teacher taught us 'You Are Not Alone' by Michael Jackson. And you noe what, its not chords, its plucking! So its super nice!!! And quite easy! I like practiced for 2 hours since yesterday lesson alr. LOL! Finally, a song that is not difficult and nice! :D

Show Luo and Rainie Yang sang 3 songs EACH for 海派甜心! WA...

Did abit of English Webquest yesterday. Although i only did details of the trip and Day 1, but i do most of the research already. Like all the places of interests. Somemore i choose Beijing, so it's super easy for me!! Like just went there for 2 weeks, and now im so called writing about what i did over there. I also chose the same hotel, same restaurant, bla bla. LOL!
Felt so accomplished yesterday...

SEA games, Thailand out of football competition :O :) XD :D
So lucky. But i doubt Singapore can get gold for football. Their defenders suck. Strikers camp in front. Midfielders any how pass the ball infront hoping that the striker will get it. No hope la.

Liverpool vs Arsenal tml. Torres and Aquilani finally back! I really hope they wont play Lucas for the match.
Hope Man Utd and Chelsea can drop points today. Actually, Man City and Tottenham too -.- Liverpool must catch up with those SMALL teams 1st.

If the world ends at 2012, I have wasted my whole life in school XD
Is a facebook group. But that's rather true.
Excuse for not doing homework in the 2012 Nov-Dec holidays is because you thought the world is ending on 12 December 2012.

Imagine on that day. Maybe im serving NS or something.
At Pulau Tekong... Christon: "NS! WOO!" Rashid: "Oh sian :(" My bro: "YAY im out of NS! WOO! FREEDOM! :D"
Then suddenly, CHIKABOOM! Pulau Tekong sinking... Christon: 'NO...' Rashid: 'YES! :)'
My bro: 'AAA %#@&$% **** Singapore sinking also? NOOOO"

HEH.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 3:07 PM

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Friday, December 11, 2009

Head Over Heels

LOL i hear 爱疯头 and 雨爱 by Show Lo and Rainie Yang respectively then dun feel like doing homework liao. SIAN.

The 爱疯头 in the playlist is taken from the opening of the show, so is vert short.

Very little people to talk to now, with Kristine and Geng Hao overseas. Cant play bowling... Anyway they will be back in a few days' time, not like 2 weeks -.-

I want to blog longer so people can listen the 1st 2 songs... LOL

A great drama to end 2009 and start 2010... How nice -_-

2010 will be the biggest year of my life so far. Feeling the pressure.

Yesterday, went to Riverwalk to attend a session called iWorship, by Brother Poh. Yiren, Huiyen, Genghao, Ah xi, Ah bin, Esther, Aaron, Ailin and Natalia were there too.
It was great. Brother Poh is the Worship Leader. So he is like singing on the stage during Praise and Worship. So when worshipping, can really feel the presence of God the minute he started singing and strumming the guitar.

Then we celebrated Huiyen's birthday, which is actually 5 days away. Gave her one big board with pictures and our wishes. Then Natalia shared with us chocolate mochi and melon chocolate... Both very nice.

I got EAGLES award! Another $200! $500 + $200 = $700!!! I really hope i can use the money to buy some stuff that i like, but considering yesterday's lecture, oh forget it :(

Got like $1700 for 3 years, and didnt buy anything. The only wish came true due to my results was in sec1. I wanted to quit Wushu from outside one. So i quit, and join guitar. Actually i really want piano, but the fees are super ex, so giutar lor. Still good anyway.

But i really want get something from all these money. GRR. Im like earning money through studies, and the money is mine, and i cant use it?

After O'lvls, i will use all these accumulated money for something. Hope it works :X

If next year i can get, that will be $2000 plus. WOW. But i just want to use about $500 of it. And also subscribe Singtel or Starhub or wadever. Can???

Ask my parents next year. WOO

Finished Geog homework yesterday! Actually planning to do SS essay today, but very sian -.- Do webquest? Im gonna do beijing! XD. All the hotels, places of interests, and good place to eat all i know! XDXD

Taylor Swift's Fifteen is the right song for 94ers (DUH). Especially i am 15 years and 15 days old LOLLOL. 30November - 26November = 4days Now is 11th December. 4+11=15 WOW. YOW. WOO. Like some magic number -.-
So today's my day? no way.

People say they love u, and u believe. OH how blind.
The year where backstabbers are very common.
People break up and cry. At fifteen. -.-
People act cool in class.
Guys pao niu (i witnessed that -_-)

LOL i actually know all these things. Is that maturity? ~~YES~~
Im still a small kid -.- Smaller than fifteen.
I think my body is like a 12-13 year old o.0

Well thats how life is. I NEED TIME.

Bye,

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 11:14 AM

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Reflect

Received a 1 hour lecture from my mom ytd... 10pm to 11pm. There may be more next week. Want join me? XD

Some parts in the lecture are true, while some are plain misunderstanding.
the true parts are that i've slacked too much in the holidays, using the com from morning to afternoon. Said that i can get $500 is because of the marks, not about grade. Now i got 9 points -.-
Ok... just some usual wake-up call LOL

But the misunderstanding is that, she said that i used very little time to study. HEY. Dun compare me with my bro. He's studying the HARD WAY. What's wrong with studying the smart way?

And u didnt see me in school, so u dunno anything. U think i study very little? Then my results just drop down from the sky issit? Think i like some genius or have some super memory? Im just an ORDINARY KID.

I have no interest in studying. True. But do u even know what is my interest? Do u know why i want to grow up, grow tall so much? you DUN EVEN KNOW. Saying my physique is not cut out for sports. But hey, there are so many people who are like 1.6m tall and can play professionally. Dun belittle small in physique people ok.

But im not given enough time to pursue my dream. Singapore stresses so much about studies, and given my family background, all i can do is study, study, study. My mother side all scholars WT(f).

I guess the world is just like that. SUPER UNFAIR. I HATE IT. But what to do, i have to LIVE WITH IT.

And stop saying that im making u a bad person. Im not. Im just stating the truth. If i tell u how i feel ytd, im sure one of us will leave the house.

I also suck at expressing myself la. I say out i sure cry one.

Anyway. Im still not changing my attitude about studies. I hate it, and it will always be like that. I guess my dream is only my hobby, for leisure :(

Ok enough about that.

Kristine leaving today to Taiwan, Genghao is leaving tomorrow for Japan (-.-) Bon voyage both of you! :D
Kristine going to 2 countries in this holidays... So good. Somemore both place different weather.

Glad my mom allow me to go for the thingy(dunno what is it called) tonight.

Got Audition Portable! And i suck at it :( -.-

Still haven do Bio project! Must wait Kristine to come back 1st...

Yesterday, (after the lecture), i continue reading 'Ai De Li Wu'. And theres this super lame chapter called '深宵'. Is like some ghost story, but i laugh instead of freaking out. It's super lame. I think this is the only ghost story that i won't get nightmares. HCL students, go read. Dam EPIC FAIL this chapter LOL. The female character in the chapter is SUPER FAIL. NOOB -.-

Watched Hotshot, then The Unbeatables 3. LOL. The latter is the gambling one la LOL. Now the storyline quite exciting. LOL.

I really want to change my handphone plan. Now 360 messages in a month is like so little, not like sec1 -.-

Bro singing a song+playing a guitar for gf dam FAIL. Seriously. But see sincerity can liao la, dun care all the zao xias and the long pauses. LOL.

Have to chiong my homework alr. Doing geog. Bye.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 12:37 PM

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

海派甜心

making a double post...

Both the song and show are very nice. Taiwanese idol dramas got alot of kissing scenes LOL.

I already felt so accomplished after doing a 7 marks geog question in the worksheet which i can just copy from geog notes. What's wrong with me?!?! LOL not to mention that i've just found my SS worksheet and my boolkist(LOL) in a pile of exam papers+chinese assessment papers+every worksheet from every subject this year. Realised i have Pawandip's Geog EOY exam paper with me. LOL. What am i doing during the last few days of school...

The China trip is now like a memory of the past already, learning to move on...
Now no more China trip, but is holiday+extravagant life.
1 more month, school life -.-
7 more months, study chionging life.
11 more months, FREEDOM! :D

But JC very tough, poly also. Which one to go?

What's my occupation when i grow up? I DUNNO.

I want to find my dream. Soon.

I want play soccer!!!

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 3:05 PM

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Procrastinate...

This might happen everyday in my sec4 life. Im not ready for O'lvls. I dun even wanna take it. Still procrastinating to do my homework, while im left with 3 weeks plus.

Yesterday didnt do much homework. Did 2 topics of A Maths TYS. Realised that the protesting plan has failed already... Haizz.

Singapore Idol, Tabitha was out. Although she sang better than Sezairi. He got too many malay fans alr :( So who's gonna be Singapore Idol?

OWEN HATTRICK!!! :D Although for Man Utd :(
Chelsea draw 2-2, although they dominated the match :) They now fail to win in 3 games... HEHEHE

Im still procrastinating to cut my hair. Well, actually is im lazy :X But i dun wan cut so early, when school reopen hair shorter better. And i hate haircuts. ARGHH

This holiday is my last freedom. But im not enjoying it :(

There's so little to talk about during the holidays :(

Edited my playlist. Feel free to listen all the songs. :)

Bye.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 9:16 AM

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Monday, December 7, 2009

Monday-the most anticipated day in the holidays

That's because new episodes of Taiwanese idol dramas come out! Actually is on Sunday nights, but on Monday then upload on internet.

Watched finish alr LOL. Now must wait for next week -.-

But, Monday is the day no one will anticipate when school reopens -.- Unless got PE on that day. LOL

Yesterday went my grandpa house. Aunties play mahjong (as usual), and i have the sudden urge to play. But they got use money one ('gamble'), but is only 10 cents 20 cents that kind LOL. But i rather dun gamble and play viwawa's 'Wahjong'... LOL.

I think i got to remind myself about homework alr. One week passed, and er... i dun wan repeat what have i just done. I've not much time. How?!?!

What's so nice about my I/C no.? It's like a curse. Although no doubt im lucky to have so many same numbers. But got disadvantage also. I dunno got how many people memorised my I/C alr. Then they can use my I/C no. to do certain things. Aiyo. INVASION OF MY PRIVACY. LOL wadever...

And still haven't cut my hair!
And dunno if i can go for the hill climbing trip...

Got some facebook groups are very cool, like 'I have already died 147 times for not forwarding those chain e mails' and also 'when i was young i use to think that the moon was following my car'. LOL. Got lots more la. Reminds me of all the stupid things we do.

If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland not called Holes? DAM LAME.

I want more holidays.

Rashid, jiayou.

Bye.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 1:58 PM

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

You are my distraction...

Ytd service was good... LOL but cannot get some parts of what Rev.John Avazini was saying...
But the offereing part was dam cool. After we give the offering envelopes, then Rev.John said a few more words, then alot of ppl suddenly want to have another offering envelope to give more money. I think about half of the church did that... So is like people coming up to put the envelopes for like half an hour. So, the baskets are rather full. HOLY GHOST LOL. That's what Rev.John said.

Liverpool drew 0-0 with Blackburn ytd. RED ALERT.
Man Utd win 4-0 -.-
Arsenal win 2-0
Chelsea lost 1-2 to Man City! Only celebration for me -.- Although Man City is above Liverpool in the table. :'(

Phineas and Ferb new episode coming out today, but Youtube dun have yet. It's Christmas special.

Tml, 桃花小妹 and 海派甜心 new episodes coming out. And 海派甜心 is MUCH nicer than 桃花小妹 pls... But i watch both LOL. The storyline of the latter abit weird now. Episode 7 already and the story still like hanging mid-air.

I think i realised why my bro always go out alr. Im also sick of home sometimes :X Every 5 mins, 1 scolding.

I guess, Singapore isn't my favourite country anymore. There's nothing wrong having a lack of intelligence.

Intelligence is a BAD thing. Ok, as in studies that kind.

I want to get out of this world. Or maybe just Singapore.

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 3:37 PM

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Saturday, December 5, 2009

~PrAyErWaRrIoR~

Homeworks are so annoying, especially holiday ones... I hope the whole class can protest and dun do homework, but alr got spoilers such as Amelia, Mavis, etc. -.- What u expect from 3r1? GONE CASE.

This week, i only copied 24 MCQ Chem qns, and did about 10 A Maths small parts questions, like (i), (ii) that kind... Read like 2 chapters of Chinese book.

Ok maybe im expecting too much. Maybe half the class? Maybe also GONE CASE -.-

Still loving my China trip. Still can remember how much i procrastinate about going there. When the trip was cancelled (but then never), i still like so happy. Didnt realise how much fun there could be. Seeing China students suffer in school while we can sleep in their classes. But i think the situation we are in now is worse than them. Doing homework in a holiday mood is a NO for me.

China trip <3

LOL 1st time using that heart shape sign-.-

Ok... must stop thinking and move on. Forward thinking and stay relevant. LOL SS wadever.

Ytd, didnt blog, cuz no time.

Went E290 Prayer meeting ytd. Geng Hao was freaking late -.- Sang praise and worship. Then prayed for like half an hour (?) on many stuff. I spoke in tongues until i got sore throat -.- Then when its my turn to pray, Ailin spoke in tongues so loud that i could barely hear myself. LOL.

So, short and sweet. Cool.

Next, we went to eat dinner at Bedok Interchange. Ailin did not go with us, Huiyen da bao-ed home. Tay Xi joined us after her tuition. So is Yiren, Genghao, Taybin, Tayxi and I.
I left early cuz got guitar.

Played Marriage D'Amor. COOL. But super hard. See the notes like beansprouts like that. Soo cheem. My hand not agile enough. But after that, my teacher finally taught us a strumming song, Last Christmas! WOOOO
Quite easy to play, like 4 chords repetition only. But strumming patterns different la...
COOL. I think i prefer strumming now rather than plucking -.- Strumming can sing at the same time, but plucking is the melody, so can only match with chords... Haizz. Should join Monday classes.

So went home after that. met my mom at Tampines Interchange. Watch Peter Pan -.-'''.
Watched Channel 5 news, then Seconds from Disaster, then Channel U news, then Hotshot. Played PSP, do crunches, pray(quiet time), sleep -.- I think thats my routine for every weekday la -.-

Gonna practice Last Christmas and Thunder later... WOOO

I will be missing the Singapore vs Indonesia match at 4pm today cuz going to church. But must think which one more impt? LOL

Viwawa Wahjong rox... LOL. Better than going my grandpa house and seeing my aunties play only -.-

Rashid cant use the com :( Jiayou Rashid. Breakthrough LOL. Ok serious... Hope he will noe how to manage his time, and his parents will allow him to use... Use his $500 to pay electricity bills XD

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 11:09 AM

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

PASIR RIS OUTING

Woke up late today. Set my alarm clock(hp) at 8.15, then i keep snoozing it. Then dunno why snooze until no more alarm alr. LOL.
So woke up at 9.30.

Woke up by my bro, he was outside, and he called to ask if who score for the Man city-arsenal match, and the blackburn-chelsea match. LOL i sms the names until very pekcek -.-

Went to Whitesands at 12. Cynthia, who wanted this outing, didnt come and went to watch 'New Moon' instead. LOL

Received presents today from Cynthia, Kristine, Jasper and Liting. Thanks so much! Btw, i already thanked the cell group for their presents, and also the NAS ppl who went to China with me. Also those who wished me. LOL -.-

Cynthia's present was cool! The name is 'Never Fall Down' pen. At first i dunno it was a pen, until Kristine told me. That's why i was wondering where go pen? LOL. 'Never Fall Down'! COOL! About physics, is like Humpy Dumpty(?), where can never fall down one. And the company name is called MiracleDreams! WOW. Wrote me a cool note too :)

Kristine's present was a Liverpool 2010 calendar... Got photos inside very nice! Still gonna keep it after 2010...

Liting's present was a Koala bought from Australia. Like a souvenir. Also got note for me..

So thanks guys! :D

1st, we went to Whitesands to eat. Then they all talk about Australia stuff. Dreamworld like so cool, all the rides so exciting.

Then we walked to E!hub. Junjie arrived. Then we played bowling. Highest! WOO... 101pts..
In the middle of the game, Rashid came, but didnt play :( Maybe he can win me LOL.

Next, we went cycling. 2nd time cycling for Rashid, so still not mastering it well. Nvm, it takes time. Then we saw 2 monkeys at Pasir Ris Park. Rode for 1 hour.

Went back Whitesands to buy bbt. Junjie and Jasper left. We talked for awhile, then me and Kristine left. We went to Times at Tampines 1, got Torres's biography! WOO... But no Gerrard's one. Awww.

Popular, even more no hope. So just went home.

Now eating chicken rice for dinner while blogging. There's another boy in the Yow family! So my grandparents wont dote on us so much alr! LOL. And that boy(my cousin -.-) bday on 27November! LOL! Mom go and visit my cousin. Bro go out. Freedom! For 1 hour? LOL

~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~

Me Want Miracles* 6:27 PM

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

ANOTHER LOW PRODUCTIVE DAY

I 'did' 24 MCQ Chem QA questions only :( I 'did' it cuz i all dunno how do, and thanks to Geng Hao and Rashid -.- Why am i so stupid now.

I found another Taiwanese idol Drama! Hi My Sweetheart. Dam nice. :) And my mom sure scold if she finds out im seeing these kind of shows again :X

Got Edusave Scholarship! I guess this is the only inspiration for me to study well ^^
$500!
Er, sorry for those who dun have... But JY for next year! Next year although is o'lvls, but still have de. I think prelims? I not sure. But sure have :)

And the Mother Tongue book, Ai De Li Wu, super lame!!! Read 2 short stories only, but is very lame. Got one is like not even love lor, dun get it sia.

Alot of homework! English Webquest so hard!!! What holiday crap! But i think i got inspiration to write about China... LOL.

I haven cut my hair!! Tml go out(maybe) look like a gal! AAA
Anyway, i oso dunno how tell the barber what to cut. Anyhow say one. Hope i can cut a good one.
And stop procrastinating! Must cut by this week! Grrr...

Rashid bluffed me today! AAA! Not funny...

LOL i guess i got nothing much to talk.

Singapore Idol later! I dun care who out le la... But i want a female Singapore Idol!

That's all. You'll Never Walk Alone.

Me Want Miracles* 7:10 PM

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

COM MARATHON

Spent the whole day at home today... but it was rather fun.
Use the com. Msn, facebook, youtube, tv, and MAYBE homework.

I haven started on any homework yet, and i hope i will do it tonight.
Thinking of A Maths.

Why Singapore so concerned about studies. I mean, i noe why la, but why Singapore? Only thing i dun like about Singapore is becos the studies and also lousy in soccer.
Ok, thats 2 things. WADEVA!!!

Wants to exercise, but lazy. Holidays are torturous. School days better la. Or go overseas. Like China. Hebei. Shi Jia Zhuang. AAA

Regretted not bringing camera for the trip. Can capture alot of good memories.
Unforgettale experience. And for the 1st time, i felt the trip was rather short -.-

Show me the meaning, of being lonely.

Can play a little of Thunder with the guitar. Still love reading notes from scores more than chords, although its harder. I suddenly wan learn strumming, dun care plucking le!!!

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Since Singapore everyday summer, so your voice IS the soundtrack of everyday la -.- True, true.

Miss Bukit Panjang clowns, and St.Margaret's friends. Jeshrei!!! JEsus SHall REIgn!!!
Liverpool fan!!! Wenjie too! Although never talk to him before-.-

In China, we go knock random Bukit Panjang hotel door, then give them orange and shout 'Gong Xi Fa Cai, hongbao na lai!' LOLLOL

Wa sian -.- I shouldn't stop thinking about it.

Maybe this is the last overseas trip in Ngee Ann :( Ohhh man how to put crying face :(

I dun wan hear this word 'cute' for the rest of the holidays alr! Im not cute!

~That's All People Who Anyhow Say People! But, You'll Never Walk Alone XD~

Me Want Miracles* 4:08 PM

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