Reflect
Received a 1 hour lecture from my mom ytd... 10pm to 11pm. There may be more next week. Want join me? XD
Some parts in the lecture are true, while some are plain misunderstanding.
the true parts are that i've slacked too much in the holidays, using the com from morning to afternoon. Said that i can get $500 is because of the marks, not about grade. Now i got 9 points -.-
Ok... just some usual wake-up call LOL
But the misunderstanding is that, she said that i used very little time to study. HEY. Dun compare me with my bro. He's studying the HARD WAY. What's wrong with studying the smart way?
And u didnt see me in school, so u dunno anything. U think i study very little? Then my results just drop down from the sky issit? Think i like some genius or have some super memory? Im just an ORDINARY KID.
I have no interest in studying. True. But do u even know what is my interest? Do u know why i want to grow up, grow tall so much? you DUN EVEN KNOW. Saying my physique is not cut out for sports. But hey, there are so many people who are like 1.6m tall and can play professionally. Dun belittle small in physique people ok.
But im not given enough time to pursue my dream. Singapore stresses so much about studies, and given my family background, all i can do is study, study, study. My mother side all scholars WT(f).
I guess the world is just like that. SUPER UNFAIR. I HATE IT. But what to do, i have to LIVE WITH IT.
And stop saying that im making u a bad person. Im not. Im just stating the truth. If i tell u how i feel ytd, im sure one of us will leave the house.
I also suck at expressing myself la. I say out i sure cry one.
Anyway. Im still not changing my attitude about studies. I hate it, and it will always be like that. I guess my dream is only my hobby, for leisure :(
Ok enough about that.
Kristine leaving today to Taiwan, Genghao is leaving tomorrow for Japan (-.-) Bon voyage both of you! :D
Kristine going to 2 countries in this holidays... So good. Somemore both place different weather.
Glad my mom allow me to go for the thingy(dunno what is it called) tonight.
Got Audition Portable! And i suck at it :( -.-
Still haven do Bio project! Must wait Kristine to come back 1st...
Yesterday, (after the lecture), i continue reading 'Ai De Li Wu'. And theres this super lame chapter called '深宵'. Is like some ghost story, but i laugh instead of freaking out. It's super lame. I think this is the only ghost story that i won't get nightmares. HCL students, go read. Dam EPIC FAIL this chapter LOL. The female character in the chapter is SUPER FAIL. NOOB -.-
Watched Hotshot, then The Unbeatables 3. LOL. The latter is the gambling one la LOL. Now the storyline quite exciting. LOL.
I really want to change my handphone plan. Now 360 messages in a month is like so little, not like sec1 -.-
Bro singing a song+playing a guitar for gf dam FAIL. Seriously. But see sincerity can liao la, dun care all the zao xias and the long pauses. LOL.
Have to chiong my homework alr. Doing geog. Bye.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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