Spare me
Now it's not about not enough time doing homework, not enough motivation to do homework. It's not about homework.
If something is not going to change, im on the verge of breaking down.
I've long been waiting for miracles, and i've waited long enough.
Persipiration have long evaporated, tears have long dried, blood has long shed.
I need miracles to give me self-belief, give me confidence, give me strength, give me courage. I dun want to go through what i've gone through ever again.
If this week's bad enough, what about the other weeks to come?
Satan, in the mighty name of Jesus, i command you to shingz off from my life. You hecking idiot.
I dun deserve to be the captain of wushu anymore. What's the point of me being captain of a CCA that i dislike? I should have long given the post to him. It's not even for me. Since the role is given to me, i shall do my best. But i didnt. The unenthu ness in me is too much.
Im not a vocal person. I dun lead my juniors by example. Im not enthu about wushu. I suck at being initiative.
I dun even want to be captain anymore. I just dun want people to look down on me or wadever if i really give up.
Im giving myself chances. There are plenty of chances left. Starting with tomorrow.
I dun wan to give up just like that.
What an interesting life God has given me.
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