NO PURPOSE...
in life.. So meaningless. During church today, Pastor Kong said that if u are lost or angry or confused, then go to the front. I hesitated for awhile, and still decided to go. I prayed about giving me direction in life. However, im not angry with God. Instead, i feel that i've been asking too much from God. Like praying everyday about my growth. And like always praying the same thing over and over again. I have to be more spiritually mature and more faithful in God.
Also, i hope i can find my purpose soon....... But i dun want to be a pastor :( Seriously. I just want to get a good job. But this didnt give motivation in my life, cuz it is not specific. If u want to be a soccer player, u train and play soccer. If u want to be a doctor, then have to do well in Biology. If in tourism industry, then must do well in English.
I am neither here or there. Im not even all-rounded. Im just average in everything.
Studying to be all-rounded is very hard. Cant do everything seriously and properly.
FIND MY PURPOSE IN LIFE PLEASE!!!!!!
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