Caught in a BAD ROMANCE
Lady Gaga's songs are very very nice, but her image screwed her -.-
If u just plain listen to her songs and dun see her mvs, u will think that the songs rocked.
She is exaggerating herself, with all those weird hairstyle, weird clothes. Why cant be simple like Taylor Swift?
I really dunno what's my aim in life. That is also called 'imaturity thinking', according to my mother.
Im finding it ok.
AND, my mom knows my blog.
If she can already memorise my blog website my heart, i dun care.
I dunno how often she reads it, but i dun care oso. Read then read la.
But it's rather awkward right? Friends can see our blogs freely, but when our parents see it, it's like invasion of privacy.
Like my teen life is disrupted. PROVOKED. DESTROYED. GONE.
U know what im getting at... -.-
I want soccer to be my aim in life. But who ask me to be born in singapore. who ask me to be born as an asian, where majority of them are 170-180cm. who ask ME, to inherit some weird genes, and become a small boy in everybody's eyes.
What can i do besides soccer? It's only studying.
I dunno whats so good about studying. There are more varieties in career only wad.
Why cant i find a unique and special job than all the same old ones?
Ohoh. Im not asking EVERYONE to do that. Just me. WHY CANT I?
My teen life is disrupted. PROVOKED. DESTROYED. GONE.
U know what i mean... -.-
I just know that being in Ngee Ann Secondary School, my whole life totally changed. Actually, since i transferred to Res Swastika, my life has totally changed. But Ngee Ann is worse enough for me.
Worse enough to ruin my aim in life, but career in the future.
But how can i change the direction God has given me? If u dunno what's ahead of you, just trust Him, and it may be 100x or 1000x better than the one you choose.
Mario Balotelli, Yossi Benayoun. Park Ji Sung. Eidur Gudjohnsen. Against all odds, different from all the rest, but could get all they wanted. How nice.
Although Balotelli still got problems with the Italian people. But at least he can get the career he wanted and ignore those insults.
I jsut have to trust God more. Can i get what i want? It's all up to Him. Maybe my life would be better if something really happens on that very day in 2012.
I really need the Holy Spirit on Friday and on Saturday.
And just why some people dun wan go church? Why people dont believe in God? Then who made this world? Who let u live on this planet? ARGHH
Make the best out of your life. But first believe in the One that created you. 饮水思源. remember your roots. remember the creater. remember God.
~That's All Folks. You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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